Wow just really mushy stuff about my friends and the bae under the cut though.
Someone wrote a big thing about their friends and I saw it on my dashboard and I've been reflecting on how much my life has changed because of my friends and junk. I was so alone and cut off from other people because that was the only way I could get through everything up until high school. I mean like I still don't mind being alone with some things but you guys taught me I don't have to be alone for everything and you guys put up with me even though I can be a huge ass sometimes and I'm so happy I found people who I can just geek out with and be comfortable with and I love you guys so much. If I told 9 year old Samie that she found friends with the same interests and fell in love with someone with the same interests she wouldn't believe me because it didn't seem it was possible and just god I'm so bad at this but I love you guys so much and thank you for being you. This includes my college friends too cuz even though its been a year I love you guys too! Thanks to everyone I can honestly say this has been the happiest year of my life so far. I'm so in love and smiling so much and I'm gonna cry gdi.
