#lesbians issues

[tardordenovembre]

hets: how do lesbians have sex?

lesbians: thoroughly!

[ghoulblues]

i think a lot about my experience with comphet being builded around my traumas and my eating disorder. when i looked for a boy, i never looked for a boy bc i was attracted to them, but because i wanted to feel loved, which my family never made me feel. i’d look for pictures to trigger my ed even more and seeing all those skinny girls with they boyfriends made me feel like thats what i needed to be valid. i needed to be pretty, so a boy could love me and fill the void of not being loved for an entire life. lesbians struggling with traumas and any type of mental illness, i love you so much. 

[ghoulblues]

i’m tired of this feeling that i don’t belong anywhere because of my relationship with gender and sexuality. i love womanhood so much that it’s unreal, but i cannot relate to womanhood the way binary women do and it HURTS. where do i belong? where’s my home when i’m a lesbian, but not a woman?