#lesparkluna

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i have krysna video....

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Aish

awww heck

merry xmas guys

Meowy Meowmass =^^=

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this is hard

You see it's kinda sad without everyone. things are going to get interesting soon and I had hoped I'd be able to count on you guys to share it with.

I want to write you a message. I just don't know what to say. Just just anything will do. Not on a day like today.

I want to tell you how sorry I am and how much your friendship is missed.

I want to tell you I didn't mean for it to end like this.

I want to tell you how I feel

I'm so sorry I know I should just deal.

I wish I knew how to say it where you'd all understand.

the video didn't do it that just upset you guys.

So I guess all I can do is what I'm doing now..

Dear my sweet lesbian-rp friends.

I miss you. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for it to be like this. I guess I just wasn't strong enough. Hell I dunno if I am even now.

But I must try I promised myself.

So I'll take you one by one and write a little bit.

I'll start with Nicole.

Nicole I'm so sorry. I lost control. they were picking at me and pushing me and being rude so I did it back that was wrong. VERY Wrong.

You're a good person and a good friend Zinni's lucky to have you. Ambro too.

Which brings me to....

Zinni : Hey AMber Junior! I'm so sorry we fought and I lost control. Guess I finally snapped huh? Shame on me! I'm sorry I did that. that's all I can be sorry and ashamed. and I'm both.

Ambro : Hey you! Guess you're amber the 3rd if zinni's amber Junior. Yeah. I'm sorry. I screwed up Your post that night came right when I was trying to get information that could have kept all this from happening so to me it looked like you didn't want me to find it.  So I questioned you and I set you off and hell broke loose from there. I'm sorry. Crap what a mess. I wish I could take it all back.

Now Ssul Ssul : Oh Poor YOU!!! Poor Ssul Ssul I'm SO sorry. You who saved my life should have been least deserving of my wraith. I'm SO sorry! -hugs- You're not bad, you're none of the things I screamed. You're Beautiful. Never forget 

To my other two Sulli's : MEOWWW! Kitty sorry! meeeew Don't EVER die! Just don't ! that was wrong of me!

Luna : Girl I'm sorry I think our fight was a set up . long story. I'll tell you some day.

I think that's everyone. 

-kitty sighs-

oh wait.

Krystal : thanks Maknae!

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@luna

-smiles- Thanks, Sunyoungie.

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@luna

-hugs back and nods- I suppose so. Today just wasn't the best.

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She's ruining everything!

Damn melissa is ruining everything!

How can I be a good friend to luna with this happening?!

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luna

I’m sorry for everything I did and I’d like to start over.  I am your friend I do have faith i defended you this morning screaming at melissa. I dunno what she told you but I was upset because she was hurting you.

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this sucks!

Well my depression is kicking my butt this week I know that's obvious to everyone I know on here. 

as bad as things are here even if Sunday everything goes back to normal I may not be out of the woods emotionally

You see I may have to go into the hospital. it's happened once before but it may need to happen again.

if that happens know I will be back. 

love you all!