Jun 17, 2019
Here"s my thing about me that I experience
A very fuckin, REAL ass fear of zombies, not in a cute fun "I like to be scared" way, like stemming from PTSD and a general lack of control that has attached itself to this notion of a horror character
My general stress dreams? Zombies.
Me seeing something Zombie? Exact feelings get when my PTSD is triggered
And let me JUST say that telling people this is impossible, it immediately sets off this giant group discussion of a zombie apocalypse that will actually and truly 100% increase my heartrate
You would think of all the many triggers a person could have that zombies would be safe and avoidable but apparently not my dudes
#maybe it's my personal feelings about rage zombies#but like why#please#stop#wes whines#moody wes#also like#i dig horror because i can easily detach from it most of the time through the fact that i do character makeup#and that's what i like horror for#but also consider i do not want some person detailing their super fun kill plan in intricate detail about the#actual embodiment of my triggers#d/ont r/eblog#i needed to do a fu nb little rant cause talking to people has been difficult for a bit and this is#less energy
