#lettersiwillmeversend

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

You are taking so much space in my head again. I wish could stop thinking about you all day long, because you probably don't think of me at all. Or at least I wish I could think less about you. Or that you'll think about me just for one moment.

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

I'll wait patiently for you to say hello to me because I can't start another conversation

I'm tired of feeling like a burden, of always being the one to reach out

And even tho we didn't get a proper goodbye, I will be okay, life will go on, the sun will still shine

But now my heart aches for you to want to say hello to me, i hope you will, because then the sun will shine in my heart even if it is raining outside

If not, I will be okay because eventually the sun will shine outside too, and either away I will be alright

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

You probably don't like, or atleast don't like me the way I like you. But it is okay. There are so many other better options than me. There are others who are funnier, smarter and prettier and you deserve only the best people. But if you'll need me i will never stop loving you from afar.

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

My heart hurts when Im without you but that makes me feel so silly because you will never know that. You will never know that I want to look into your eyes and know whats on your mind more than i want anything. All I want to do is love you. Its painful to even breath knowing that i can only do that silently in my head

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

I feel so stupid for being sad about a relationship that never happened but I can't stop missing you so much, I long for everything that could have happened but never did. I wish I was braver and was able to tell you how much you mean to me.