love letters i will never send

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

I'll wait patiently for you to say hello to me because I can't start another conversation

I'm tired of feeling like a burden, of always being the one to reach out

And even tho we didn't get a proper goodbye, I will be okay, life will go on, the sun will still shine

But now my heart aches for you to want to say hello to me, i hope you will, because then the sun will shine in my heart even if it is raining outside

If not, I will be okay because eventually the sun will shine outside too, and either away I will be alright

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

I feel so stupid for being sad about a relationship that never happened but I can't stop missing you so much, I long for everything that could have happened but never did. I wish I was braver and was able to tell you how much you mean to me.

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

You probably don't like, or atleast don't like me the way I like you. But it is okay. There are so many other better options than me. There are others who are funnier, smarter and prettier and you deserve only the best people. But if you'll need me i will never stop loving you from afar.

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

My heart hurts when Im without you but that makes me feel so silly because you will never know that. You will never know that I want to look into your eyes and know whats on your mind more than i want anything. All I want to do is love you. Its painful to even breath knowing that i can only do that silently in my head

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

You are taking so much space in my head again. I wish could stop thinking about you all day long, because you probably don't think of me at all. Or at least I wish I could think less about you. Or that you'll think about me just for one moment.

[burningbrighterthanthesunn]

I started liking you just because i liked your laugh and that you seemed like a nice person. But today i got a glimpse of your eyes. They are green. I wont see you all week and i don't know how i will survive without seeing them.

I don't understand how not that long ago i was perfectly fine. I didn't know you. I didn't know that I will ever dream about getting a glimpse of someones eyes

Is it crazy to think that you'll ever like me? I don't know. But I'll be happy when we'll just be able to have a conversation. Even if its short.

Until then ill dream about your eyes, your laugh and maybe even holding your hand