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[jkeyy]

#16

Thanks again for tonight. The sincerity in your tone [granted it was typing] was heartwarming. You’re really a great guy and I’m so happy to have you as one of my friends. I know I may joke around about hitting on you and sucking your dick, but I know you’re hella straight and I’m so happy that I can talk and vent to you about my problems and that you’d be there as a voice of reason and a true friend. I love you bro. If I could have anyone be my man of honor at my wedding, it’d definitely be you [or #3]. but it doesn’t matter because best friend already claimed woman of honor. lol Regardless! You, and the rest of fam on the chat, but mainly you, will be the first to know of the wedding. Mmmm, baby steps. Y’all will be the first to know when I find a boo. Hopefully you guys will love him as much as i do.

[jkeyy]

#13

Wow, so I came across your FB again today. I was going through old photos and one of your comments came up. You had a new profile picture. It was cute. You had a new cover photo. You and your boyfriend. As time goes on, the pain of seeing you happy with someone else isn’t as strong but it still hits me pretty hard. I’m glad you’re happy though. I really can’t stress that enough.

[jkeyy]

#16

Weooowwwww!

You have no idea how happy that made me.Like, dang. Blushing hard core. 

“So uh, jKey, are we invited to your graduation? Cuz you already know we’re gonna take up the whole row.”

I know it might not seem like much, but that made me smile. Considering how far we’ve come in our friendship. At the onset of the question, I wasn’t sure if anyone would be able to come because I didn’t know if anyone needed a ticket to get into the ceremony. I looked it up and saw that it’s completely free. Blesssss.

But yeah dude. I felt the sincerity in your voice and it made me happy. I was speechless tbh. Just hope you’ll be allowed to come up during that time. Don’t see it too much of a problem because you come to Jersey all the time. It’d be so lit to see you and everyone else as well.

Thank you.

[jkeyy]

#16

Hey! So uhm, thanks. I know our friendship is a little bit out there, but you’re definitely an amazing guy. Its been a little bit under a year since we started talking officially, but we’ve been in the same skype call before for League of Legends, back when Discord wasn’t a thing. I honestly don’t know how to continue this. I’m really thankful and grateful to have you as a friend and even though there were times when I felt like you were pissed off at the world, pissed off at me, or just pissed off in general, I understood what you were going through because you voiced out your troubles to us as a group, as friends. There’s so much more I want to write about but I guess I can save it for later. So for now, thanks for buying me Trinity Prime in Warframe ;) You really didn’t have to. Cuz now I feel obligated to play LOL. Its the inner “support in me” that wants to master Trinity. I gotchu fam. I’ll keep you alive in those missions. Just carry me to the promise land. Both in Warframe and League

[jkeyy]

I honestly lost track on what number I'm on. I'll check eventually. But yeah. I'll just call this guy Marc. So uhm, hey dude. How's it been? Been a while since we last talked or saw each other. Kinda hard to now since you moved to California. But you seem to be having fun, living life. I'm happy for you. Tbh, the reason why I started writing this is cuz you came across my Instagram feed and I legit started missing you. I remember when we were younger, you would sleep over. And one time, you got so stupid scared and home sick you started to cry. I think we were like...under 10? I felt so bad for you so I hugged you. And now when I bring that up, you smack me LMAO. It's so funny now because you're hella toned now lol. There was a time we didn't interact for a long time and the time we did again, I forgot how you sounded like. Puberty and all. But when I heard your voice, I was like, dang, your voice got higher. LOL so when I found out you were gay, it made sense. You had this twang in your voice when you talked. Like a... "whaaaaAAAtttTTTTT?" Lol. Idk if you can hear that in your heard. Anyway, I remember when I was in high school, I told you the struggles of how I was coming out to my friends and how some deserted me and how I felt like no one wanted me anymore or was incapable of finding love. I remember how you told me you liked me, but at the time I didn't like you. Then a while later, I said I liked you. But I knew in my heart it was because I was settling for someone who wanted me. And that wasn't fair for you. You're an amazing person and a bomb ass dancer. So I'm glad you have someone. Makes me happy you're happy with someone that makes you happy. //redundancy// So yeah. I forgot if you follow me on here. Pretty sure you do. But I'm sure you don't check here often. If you do, then whoops! But I don't mind. Nice to let you know I miss you dude.

[jkeyy]

#11 I had a dream about you. Small dream. But still. You impact my life in a big way. Yep. That is all.

[jkeyy]

Dear #13,

I'm so tempted to check every single instance of social media to see how you're doing. I know you're happy now. You have someone close by; the reason why I had to break it off with you: because I couldn't handle the distance. I had to unfollow you everywhere because I couldn't bear to see anything. I hope you're doing well though. I hope he's treating you properly. And I hope you're happy having someone close by. A bit peeved by some of the stuff you posted and the captions for some pictures, but that is none of my concern anymore "Its over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?" He won and you chose him. And you loved him and you're gone. Thanks for the memories. Always gonna keep that picture of us on my desk though. First time a significant other made the effort to see me in person. And I legit was happy at that moment.