Aug 15, 2017
How the heck am i supposed to get over you.
- Heroky 8/16/2017
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How the heck am i supposed to get over you.
- Heroky 8/16/2017
It hurts so much. Somebody, please stop the pain.
- Heroky 8/9/2017 someone save me...
“What would make you stop? What would make you happy ba?” Mika asked me months ago. I looked at her with a puzzled expression. I couldn’t give her an answer then but earlier on the way home it came to me. I knew what i want. I’ve probably always known, but for some reason i couldn’t accept it. So i kept running away from the thought the moment it got close to being a real “thought” in my head. What would make me stop, what would make me happy coincidentally is the one thing that breaks my heart and spirit. The one i all so want, is the one i love, the one i lost and the one i will never have. I’ve been wishing, that on my twentieth birthday she will appear, in a beautiful black dress. She will slowly walk up to me and i will be left breathless- speechless- in tears. To have her hold my face. She doesn’t have to say anything, she doesn’t have to greet me. I just want to have her for a moment (this time with an advance notice of her absence in the long run) before losing her again for eternity.
Heroky 7/30/2017 there are so many things i cannot explain to you. I am bound to her yet- i want nothing but my freedom.
Save me, anybody, it hurts... it hurts so much
- Heroky 7/26/2017
When i try to remember you- or when i try to picture you in my head it instantly fades. I can't seem to hold the image of you.
- Heroky 7/28/2017
I think i deserve to be loved after being robbed of it. I kept giving and giving until it hurt- i gave some more and nothing came back to me- yet i never stopped giving-- to you, to all that i have met and to all i have yet to meet . I will keep doing so in hopes that i will be rewarded even just a bit of it. I have used up all my resources to continue playing your game.
Heroky 7/11/2017
You win Sora. I guess i'm not up for this game of chase. I really had high hopes for you. I saw a version of me i never thought i can become when i was with you. To cut that short- i like myself best when i'm with you.I sound different and feel entirely different. Truly you've managed to squeeze reality and my made up world into one physical plane. I waited so long for someone to pull me back into reality after drifting for so long. But you did the unthinkable. For some reason reality reached me from the abyss i was drifting in. In return i showed you stars i've gathered along the way, magical trinkets and jars filled with things that don't really exist. But for some reason, all that i had didn't seem to mean anything to you. All that i am, all that i could be and all that i was meant nothing. I felt, i was better off being unseen, rather than having been seen and having been forgotten.
Heroky 7/11/2017
Goodnight sora
- Heroky 7/7/2017