#lettertomyfutureboyfriend

[andzskiee]

written 8.7.19

hi future boyfriend!! it’s me again. i’m still inspired so here’s a part 2:

50 more date ideas <3

listening to music date

music store date

learning a new skill together date

building furniture together date

the last bookstore date

zoo date

mall date

running a marathon together date

volunteering somewhere date

video games date

halloween + couple costume date

haunted house date

harry potter world date (i hope you don’t mind me trying to get you into the harry potter fandom)

harry potter jelly bean challenge date

zoo date

mall date

california science center date

science experiment date (your future girlfriend is a complete and utter nerd, please bear with her)

making tie dye shirts date

singing in the car together date

running errands together date

build-a-bear date

monster hunting adventure date (watch the kickthepj video on this; it will explain)

taking care of each other when we’re sick date

fancy restaurant + dressing up date

festival of books date

lotus festival date

documentary marathon date

chilling + eating snacks in the car while parked in a parking lot date

bowling date

arcade date

pillow fight date

water gun/water balloon fight (we can even do this with friends and family)

escape room date

face a fear together date

photoshoot date

visiting cultural districts date

grand central market date

ice-skating date

karaoke date

lunch date

breakfast date

double date (with friends or family)

onesies date (we go out in public wearing onesies; trust me, the embarrassment will be worth the memories)

late night restaurant date

attending a wedding together date

tagging along on a family road trip date

deep conversations date

driving around with no real destination date

a date where we don’t have to do anything; just us in each other’s presence

we could look at a dumpster together and i would be happy. i don’t care whether you spend $100 or $0, i will be content in just being with you. i can’t wait to do all these things with you.

love,

your future girlfriend.

- letter to my future boyfriend iv (50 date ideas ii)

[andzskiee]

written 7.11.19

hey.

it’s me again, your future girlfriend.

i really wish i could talk to you right now because lately it just feels like i have to walk on eggshells around everyone in my path. my family means well, i’m sure. however, i can’t help but feel that i want out already. no joke, i’m this close to marrying you early (which is a senseless thought as i’m writing this at seventeen years old, before i’ve even met you). i just want to speak freely and be myself around you already because although i don’t know you right now, i get the feeling that i won’t have to walk on eggshells around you. you most likely won’t always agree with everything i say (believe me, i actually want you to be like that), but i know you’ll let me breathe. this week in particular has been really hard on me. for now, i’ll just imagine your arms wrapped around me, hugging the unnecessary drama in my life away. 

thanks for “listening.” i love you haha

- letter to my future boyfriend ii 

[andzskiee]

written 5.29.19

hi. where are you?

i hope you’re okay.

on the off-chance that you exist, i just want you to know that when we meet, i’ll be your best friend.

i'll watch all your favorite movies and shows with you, even if they might not be my cup of tea. i'll bring you your favorite food when you're sad. i'll accompany you to random places, from disneyland to the nearest grocery store. we can send each other cute texts, play board games, and talk on the phone until we fall asleep. you can talk to me about anything and everything.

i would also like to apologize in advance. i can get annoying, emotional, and over-the-top. i might actually smother you with affection. based on personal observations, i’m not hard to love (hence the number of friends you’ll be introduced to). but although i’m not hard to love, i’m exhausting to love. time and time again, the boys i fell for grew weary of trying to understand me. i know i can be too much at times, but please don’t give up on me.

i’m still longing for the feeling of someone never getting tired of choosing me. i hope i can find that peace in you. i promise that once you’re here, i’ll take care of you. it’ll be my way of repaying you for all the patience, though i’m aware it won’t be enough.

you deserve to be taken care of and loved, just like anyone else. while i’m imperfect, i will try my hardest to become better than i am now and love you in the best way i know how.

can you promise me that through thick and thin, it’ll be you and me?

i honestly can’t wait to see you. i haven’t met you and i already love you.

because i know that you will be one of God’s best gifts to me.

- letter to my future boyfriend (inspired by lou yanong)