I am not the greatest person to be around. I am extremely irritable. While every other kid is socializing and roaming the mall and what not, I am here. On the internet. Might read a book later. I am also super awkward. Not the prettiest face. Not the most soothing voice. Not really your idea of perfect. One boy decided to look past all of these insecurities. Wherever he is now, I hope he is doing okay. Words can not even begin to depict how much I miss him. On June 3rd of this year, he passed away due to the unforgiving consequence of having Leukemia. It sounds pretty cliche. A day has not passed where I haven't thought of him. I can't listen to his favorite song completely without being choked up with tears. I remember everything. From listening to music together whilst in LA. That one photographer who asked to take a picture of us with some cheesy lovey-dovey pose because we looked like an 'anime couple.' That made him giggle. There is really no point in typing all this. Today was just one of those days where I miss him a lot and everything I see seems to remind me of him.