Being a fictionkin sucks so much sometimes because I’ll be living my life in kind of a “stable” (as in, unfluctuating) mindset, focusing on my studies, making friends, getting in a relationship, and suddenly I get into an intense kinshift and it feels like waking up from a dream, I don’t recognize myself in the mirror, I can not for the life of me understand why I’m dating this random dude I barely even recognize, I’m rediscovering my friends and learning how to act like who they have gotten to know in the past few weeks/months.











