Feb 2, 2019
Hookups dont fill the void and they never will .
2/2/19
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Hookups dont fill the void and they never will .
2/2/19
Do you know? 1/25/19
Do you know what its like to love someone who beats you?
Do you know what its like to make excuses for somebody over an over again?
Do you know what its like to love the beauty in the monster?
Do you know what its like to have your whole mind munipulated into thinking you're the reason. The problem.
Do you know what the good days feel like? The amazing highs that made you fall in love with him the first place?
Do you know what its like to have the same hands that caress your face, strike you?
Do you know what its like to hear "fuck you bitch" ended with "I love you"?
Do you know what its like to walk on eggshells every fucking day?
Do you know what its like to be afraid of somebody you love?
Do you know what its like to be beat down so bad you have to walk away?
Do you know what its like to run away from somebody you love?
Do you know what its like to be told " I will kill you and ur family if you don't come back to me" by somebody you loved and were with for years?
Do you know what its like to live with out the man you loved?
Do you know what its like to rebuild your mind after dealing with that?
Do you know what its like to love a monster?
Because I do.
The eurge to destroy my body.. Haunts me everyday.