hi hi, seeing your Moon big MUD inspired me to ask about a specific kind of paranoia I get periodically. would it be possible to create an MUD about having paranoia that the sun -or moon, but mostly sun- is rising from the wrong direction
* intently watch the sky around sunrise and sunsets
* general feelings of constant doom and dread that don't get better with reassurance
* lose of the ability to tell directions, briefly believing that the sun has indeed risen from the wrong direction
* phantom memories of the sun not rising from the same direction yesterday as the one it is rising from today
* severe anxiety whenever looking at the sky and/or a negative reaction to seeing the the hues of the sunset seeping through windows
* delusions about one's demise believing it to be near with no evidence supporting said belief
* uncharacteristic change in attitude towards one's life and loss of interest in goals
* one feeling their familiar environment to be alien and unfamiliar as well as uncertain
this syndrome is periodic, lasting from 5-10 months before all symptoms seizing with no clear explanation for 2 months up to a year before returning. it can be induced by making a habit of looking up at the sky to which the individual suffering from it subconsciously tracks the direction of the sun and if done habitually the distressing symptoms establish themselves.
I apologise for the wait, I hope it was worth it though. This has been very nice to make :)
