#liampaynefanfic

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Cez is reading 'Military Brat' by HushedMist

Yes this isn't normally what I post since I am obsess with Ziall. Aren't they just the cutest! :D But Liam is in this story and he is super hot so yeah.

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Chapter Twenty: Busy Night ***May be triggering***

***Alex's PoV***

I almost didn't hear when Louis answered, "You..." Everyone was left in an awkward silence. I didn't know what to say so I just stared at Niall until Louis got up and ran into his bathroom. I looked around at everyone, tears brimming my eyes.

I stood up and mumbled, "I'll be back..." before running after him.The door to his room was still open, but he had locked the bathroom. I shut the main door and sat down, back against it saying to him, "I'm not leaving until you come out and we talk about this."

I texted Lauren:

Go to my suitcase and get my nametag out. Go to the front desk and tell them you need a master key for all the boys' rooms. Thanks!! And don't bring Harry with you! I don't need fans fucking with him right now!

A few minutes later, I saw the key card being pushed under the door. I picked it up and unlocked the bathroom door to see Louis sitting on the floor with one long gash on his arm, blood running out of it. I saw the blade in his hand, hovering over his arm. He looked up and his face was streaked with tears. He had stopped crying, but by the look on my face, he started again.

"Louis... Why did you do this? I never thought you would take a blade to your wrist... Come here. I need to clean the wound." He didn't move a muscle. Sitting on the ground, he just stared at me. I went over and took the blade from his hand, throwing it in the toilet. No way in hell was I letting him do this again.

I wet the white towel on the rack above our heads and started dabbing at the deep cut. If we weren't careful, it would easily get infected. Thank God I went to all those med school workshops. I knew exactly how to treat this. I called Lauren and had her bring gauze and rubbing alcohol. I didn't tell her why. The others didn't need to worry about this yet. 

Minutes later, I heard knocking on the door. I opened it just enough to retrieve the items, but immediately locked it back. "This may sting a little... Or a lot... Sorry!!" I dabbed the alcohol all along the cut. It was about four inches long and extremely deep. He grabbed my thigh as I cleaned the cut and dug his fingers in from the pain. I didn't stop him. I barely even felt it. I was much too worried about the cut. 

Almost half an hour later, I decided it was clean enough to wrap in the gauze. The whole time he watched me, almost studying me as if it was the last time we'd be together. After wrapping his arm, I cleared the bathroom of anything that he could use to hurt himself with and pulled him out into the main room. I grabbed a change of clothes from his suitcase seeing as how his were covered in his blood. 

He still wasn't really doing anything so I helped him change into the clean outfit. It was late, so I put him in his Coke pajama pants and a long sleeved red t-shirt, so nobody could see the gauze through the material. I laid him in his bed and covered him up saying, "Stay here. Don't even think about getting up. I have to go talk to the boys, okay? Wait right here until I come back."

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***Louis' PoV***

I knew I had messed up by the look on her face. I never pick truth. Why did I this time?

When she didn't say anything, I felt tears coming on. I tried not to cry in front of anyone, so I ran into my bathroom, locking the door behind me. Soon enough, the anticipated banging occurred. She wanted to come in and just hearing her voice made me even sadder.

I looked around and found a razor. I broke it and held the fresh blade over my arm. Digging it in as hard as I could, I dragged the sharp metal down my forearm. The pain somehow made me feel like I hadn't fucked up as bad. The blood gushed from my fresh cut. I was in a daze at this point.

I held the blade to make another cut, but Alex somehow unlocked the door and ran over to me. She was saying something, but I was getting woozy from blood loss, so I really didn't understand her. She started cleaning the wound out with water and soon had rubbing alcohol. 

The initial shock of the sting was enough to make me want to scream, but I was so dazed, I didn't remember how to do anything besides grab the closest thing to me. I think it was her thigh, but I can't be sure. She cleaned up all around me and helped me change into clean clothes.

The whole time, she was talking, but I don't have a clue about what she was saying. She tucked me into bed and left after a minute. I was asleep seconds later, but it wasn't a deep sleep at all. I still heard her leave and walk around.

On top of all this, the cut on my arm was beginning to throb, but I was exhausted, so I stayed in my little world between awake and asleep.

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***Alex's PoV***

I left the room and went back into mine where everyone was still sitting. There was an uncomfortable air to the room but I needed to do this. I began telling them my plan for the next few nights. "There's going to be another room change. Niall, you will be with Liam in here while I stay with Louis until further notice. Everything else is the same." In response to Niall's confused and sorrowful face, I said, "Don't worry babe. You're still my man. This has nothing to do with what he said during the game. He just needs somebody with the knowledge I have... Please don't ask questions until he's ready to talk and don't take it personally. I love you but I need to go check on him. Liam, please get my things and come move yours. Everyone else, it's damn near two in the morning and we need to be up and ready to leave by 8:30 in the morning. I know you're not little kids but I'll be coming around to all the rooms at 2:15. Showers should be finished and pajamas better be on. Lights out is 2:30. Got it?" I turned to Liam and said, "Liam this doesn't apply to you. I need you help. Everyone else, go!"

I felt like a bitch, but I was stressed. I left the room before anyone could object. I didn't need to turn to know Liam was behind me with all my bags. He was the most sensible, and since the room change was affecting him the most probably. Louis would know why. Niall would find out soon enough. Liam was just along for the ride, no questions asked. 

I unlocked Louis' room and walked in to make sure he was still in bed. He hadn't moved since I left, but he looked to be asleep, so I whispered to Liam, "Keep it down. He's asleep and I don't want to wake him. Thanks for doing this, Li. It really helps a lot." I went up on my tip toes and still had to pull his face down to kiss his cheek. I hated being short.

He smiled and said, "No problem. Louis will explain it in his own time. I'm patient enough to wait. Good night love. If you need anything, text me, okay?" I nodded and with a ruffle of my hair, he was gone with his things. 

I went and stood by Louis, watching him for a second before I left to shower. I was out by 2:05. It was quite possibly the fastest shower I'd ever taken. I quickly got dressed and made sure Louis was still asleep. He was quietly snoring when I left for room checks. 

First I went into Zayn and Ed's room. They were each in their beds, but still awake and talking. Ed looked at me and said, "We'll hush up in just a bit. I'm just sharing some song ideas." He smiled and I left with a quick, "Goodnight boys."

Next I went into Lauren and Harry's room. They were asleep cuddled up together. If they were faking it, Harry can fake a good snore. I just laughed and left the room.

When I got to Niall and Liam's room, Liam was comforting a crying Niall. I closed the door as quietly as I could, so I could hear the conversation. I stayed in the hallway where they couldn't see me as I listened. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted to know why he was so upset.

Liam was saying, "I saw Louis mate. He's not well. But I also saw Alex when she looked at him. She saw him as a best friend or a brother. Not as a boyfriend."

Niall sobbed more and I heard him say into Liam's shoulder, "I just feel like I'm losing her. She means so much to me, ya know? I just want her to be mine. Only mine..." 

I knew he was nodding to Niall from the silence. I didn't want to just walk around the corner. They would know I had heard what Niall said. I opened to door and let it shut with a fairly loud click. I walked around the corner and the sight before me broke my heart. Liam was on the floor laying back against the bed with Niall curled up in his lap with tears running down his cheeks. He looked up and at the sight of me was rubbing his cheeks and making up reasons as to why he was crying.

The one he stuck with was "family drama." I didn't question it. I told Liam to go get a shower and let me talk to Niall. When he reluctantly left, I sat on the bed, pulling Niall into my lap, like Liam had him. The only difference was how closely I held him. 

"Now tell me what's really wrong. You couldn't tell a believable lie to save your life and I hate to see you cry. Spill it Horan." I kissed his tear stained cheek ashe hesitated.

Finally, he said, "I feel like I'm losing you. Like you're being taken from me. Like I'm not good enough for you... I love you more than anything and I feel like I have to share you to keep you. I hate it, Alex. I fucking hate having to share you! I just want you to be mine and never let you go but goddamn Louis has to go and fuck it all up! I just-"

I couldn't bear to listen to him anymore. He was making me feel terrible, but it was all so true. I cut him off with a sweet kiss. When I pulled away, I said, "I am yours. I will always be yours. Louis is like my big brother and he's in a bad place. He needs someone with medical knowledge. Please don't ask questions until Louis is ready to talk about it. I love you so much, Niall. I always will. Now get some sleep. You look awful! Come on babe. I'll be here when you wake up." 

I laid him down and covered him up, leaving him with a kiss in the forehead. I called to Liam before exiting the room, "Lights out in 10 minutes, Li. I trust you enough for me not to come back. Night guys!"

When I went back to my room, Louis was wide awake. He said, "I heard the door close when you left. I'm sorry about the drama I caused... You didn't tell the others about what I did, right?"

I went and sat on the bed, taking his hands in mine. "I told them enough so they won't ask questions, but they don't have a clue about what's going on. I wouldn't betray you like that! I love you, boo!" I smiled and kissed his cheek. " Now get some sleep. You look as bad as Niall does... I'll have to wake you every two hours or so to clean your cut and change the gauze. You did some awful damage, Lou... Goodnight, love." I kissed his cheek again and went to lay down.

Just as I was pulling the covers over me, I heard a quiet, "Wait, will you sleep with me? I sleep better when you're with me..." I felt bad saying no, so I walked over and curled into his open arms.

I was so scared I would hurt his arm, I didn't sleep well. That made it easier for me to know when to wake him. I felt awful for doing that to him after everything I've already put him through. I knew it hurt him for me to clean it out with the rubbing alcohol every time, but I couldn't risk an infection. I was going to give it 12 hours and then decide on whether or not it needed stitches.

I still don't know what we'll tell the fans when they see him out with a huge ass cut down his arm. The worst part is going to be the ugly scar it will leave behind. I guess we'll cross that bridge when we reach it.

After changing his gauze for the last time of the night, we curled up together until wake up calls in the morning.

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I'm so sorry it's been so long! I was falling behind in my classes and family problems and ugh. Anyway, I'm sorry if not all the little details match the running story line. I did my best in the two hours I had, so please give me some feedback. Also, i would like to start a new ff soon, so if you have any ideas, I'm all ears! Thanks guys! :) xx

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Liam Panye fanfic - there just jeaouls of us.

You were sitting with Liam Payne, your boyfriend, and trying to log on to twitter.  For some reason, you couldnt get on, it kept saying that you were logged on somewhere else.  You gave up, in the end.  Halfway through Toy Story 3, Liam gasped and glared at you.   "What's wrong, Li?" You asked, worried.   "Don't be like that (y/n), it's obvious you hate me!"   "WHAT?!"   "Well, you said so.  On twitter."  He showed you the twitter page, which said 'I hate Liam.  I want to break up with him but I am too afraid of what he will do to me.  He is fat, bossy, and can't sing.  I HATE HIM and one day I will kill him.  Painfully.  I hope he sees this!"  Worst of all, it said it was from you.   "No, Liam, I didn't, I couldn't log on, it must have been on and someone put that on, I swear!"   "Haha, yeah, I believe you!" he said, "GET OUT!" Crying, you tried to apologise, but he didn’t care.  Whoever it was must have logged off, because now you could access twitter.  But it was too late.   People were yelling at you in the street, and you couldn't take it.  You rang Louis, and explained.  He might have believed you, but couldn't help because Liam was so angry he was scared.  So you went into Boots for a makeover. You remembered saying how you would never die your hair pink so you got loads of pink hair dye, a fake nose ring because you hated nose piercing, and some shades.  With these, you left.   You dyed your hair pink, wore the fake nose ring and the shades, and walked round using an okay Liverpool accent, because Liam knew you couldn’t really use them, and didn’t like them.  Not that you spoke much.  Your disguise was good, so you went into a coffee shop that you hated and bought lunch.  You stayed in a motel room, making sure no-one noticed you, and cried yourself to sleep, every night, never once looking on twitter.         A week later, you were walking out of the same coffee shop, when someone tapped you.  It was Liam.   "Excuse me love, have you seen my girlfriend?  She's your height, with hair like yours, and I can't find her."   You used the accent.  "No, but, like, why?"   "Coz I made a mistake" he said, crying.  "I thought she did something and I found out that she didn't.  It wasn’t her on twitter, she was telling the truth, and I'm so sorry.  I can't find her."   "Try looking under your nose."  You said, before slipping out of the accent, taking off your shades and saying "hey babe, it's me."   He saw that it was you, and cried even harder.  “Oh my God (y/n) I'm so sorry!  It wasn’t you, where have you been, I’ve looked everywhere.  And why is your hair pink?!”   “It’s fake, a disguise.  I was being yelled at so much, I couldn’t take it!  It wasn’t me, I couldn’t say that!”   “Haven’t you been looking at twitter?  I said, like, 100 times, that I love you and want you back.  Someone was jealous, it’s OK babe.  I'm so sorry!”   You forgave him, and went back to his, to wash your hair and have some fun.  

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Kissing In The Rain (Liam Fancic)

 You have been dating Liam Payne for 7 months now and you have been happier. You always have dreams about your wedding day, you in a white simple but elegant dress, walking down that isle looking at him smiling at you, admiring your every move. You really knew that you loved him, and that you can definitely see a future with him. 

    One regular old saturday evening at your flat, you were watching tv on your couch in yoga pants and a tank top, when you hear a knock on the door you jump a little because you weren’t expecting company. You get up off the couch and walk to the door and when you open it, all you see is a beautiful white smile and gorgeous brown eyes. “LAIM!”, you squeal and you open your arms to hug him. “Hey babe”,he greeted you as he hands you a bouquet of bright yellow lilies. “they’re beautiful babe,but why did you get me flowers?”,you ask. “I just wanted to surprise my girl”, he said smiling. You them grab him and take him inside. You then realize that you’re dressed in lazy day cloths and then you run to the bathroom and turn on the shower. “Give me an hour to get ready ok babe?”, you shout. “Sure thing”, he said chucking a bit. You try to take the quickest shower possible trying to wash your hair, and body. Once you finally get out of the shower you take  towel and roll it up in your hair them you take another to wrap around your body. You them run to your room and go in your closet to choose and outfit. You and up picking out a pair of denim high waisted acid washed shorts, and a mint colored blouse with gold buttons. And for shoes you wore were a pair of studded flesh colored pumps. You put your gorgeous outfit on and you look stunning. All you had to do was do your make up, and hair and then you were finished. For make up you went with a brown smokey eye, with a little blush. And for hair you just dried it and left it natural. When you came out of your room and Liam looked at you and his jaw dropped. You blushed a little. “How do I look?”,you ask. “Gorgeous as always”, he says with a big cheeky smile on his face. Liam looks at you and says, “Lets have a picnic at the park!” You look at him and grin, “A picnic? Why?”, “Because I haven’t had one in a while and i’ve been meaning to take you on a picnic date” he says with his puppy eyes. You couldn’t resist, you just had to say yes. “Sure Liam, Let me just get a basket and put food in it and the we”ll go, ok?” “Ok baby” he says while as he runs up to you and gives you a peck on the lips. You loved it when he kissed you, there was always a spark  whenever he did. You go to your storage closet and find a wicker basket, then you go to your kitchen and fill it up with different foods from pastas, to pastries. “I’m done babe lets go!”, you shout. He then walked to the kitchen, kisses you on the cheek, takes the basket and your hand, and you both walk out the door. 

   You finally arrive to this beautiful park in London, where people are playing football, and throwing frisbees. And the park was huge. There were so much open space. You just had to take a picture of it so you took out your phone and ask a man walking by to take a picture of you and Liam at the park. The man then hands you back your phone, you say thank you to him then you go on instagram put a nice filter on the photo and then post it. It the matter on 2 min there were 5k likes on the photo. You and Liam then try to find the perfect spot to have your picnic and then you found it. It was under this large oak tree. Liam puts the basket down and then sits on the bright green grass. The then pats his hand on the empty space next to him gesturing me to sit down next to him, you do as gestured. As you were taking out the food you could just feel his staring you down like a hawk. You then look at him and then smile. “What?” you say curious to find out why he was staring. “I’m just so lucky to have a girl like you in my life thats all”, he says smiling. You then grab his face and kiss him passionately. You then were interrupted by to small drops of water go of your heads. you both look up and then it starts to pour. Liam, as the polite boyfriend he is, give you his jacket to put over your head so you wouldn’t get wet. The you give it back to him. He looks at you confused. “Lets stay, I want to be adventurous today”, you say with a smile. He then gives you a grin then stands up and lifts you over his shoulders getting out from under the oak tree. He was spinning you around. You both were laughing and then he finally puts you down. You both look into each others eyes and kiss passionately in the poring rain. You felt like you were in a movie. Your lips were inseparable. Once your lips finally separated Liam looks into your eyes and says “I love you more than anyone in the entire world baby” 

THE END. 

By: Ariana

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Chapter Fifteen: Back to the Concrete Jungle

***Louis' PoV***

I hated that we couldn't go with the girls to the airport. I sent Alex a text as soon as I woke up, knowing she would be up soon, getting ready to leave. She replied around 6:15 saying:

Hey Lou! We're about to board the plane! I'm really nervous, but why do I need to be awake the last half of the flight?Should I be concerned??? Love you too!!! I already miss you!!! :(

She was so curious! It was a surprise! I hated that she had to leave. I miss her so much and she hasn't even boarded yet. I can't wait until we get our next break. I don't care what the others are doing. I'm going to visit the girls.

I replied:

You'll see!! I think you'll love it! Now go call Niall and tell him goodbye. He's irritating the living shit out of me because I'm texting you! I love you so much, Alex!!! Call me once you land!! xxxx

She didn't reply, but after about ten minutes, Niall came into the living room and said, "She told me to tell you goodbye and that she loves you too. She said she would have replied, but Lauren took her phone and called me...."

He sat down and turned on the TV. It was some news report on the girls. It showed pictures of them from this morning at the airport. I was amazed at how quickly pictures got around!

The reporter said, "It is rumored that the boys and their girlfriends had a big fight last night, and the girls have decided to head back to New York until the tour is over. We will have more on the story tonight after a quick interview with the boys. Stay tuned."

I looked at Niall and said, "Did you know about an interview? I didn't!"

Those damned paparazzi messed up everything! I changed the station while Niall called management to ask about it. How did they manage to mess up every aspect of our lives?

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***Alex's PoV***

I felt tears fill my eyes as the song started. I was so happy they had thought about me. This song completely explained my feelings for Niall and Louis. Then he started singing:

Smoke alarm went off at 9. He woke up. Wiped the sleep out of his eyes. She left a note. I'll be back in five. Well, he's still waiting for that moment to arrive.

I wish I could have called and told them how happy it made-

Wait. Did it say 'He' instead of 'I'? I looked up and saw Ed Sheeran walking toward me with his guitar. He kept singing:

He was told to put his job in front of you, but it won't hold him like you do. Bet he'll do it for the love waiting on the gold rush. Keeping on the edge smoking on a roll-up.When he sees his friends, all they say is hold up, and remember the time when we were in school listening to grown-ups didn't learn a thing, but then again you know what? You know how to sing, but you don't know anything other than that, so maybe you should learn to love her. Like, like the way. And maybe you should learn to love her. Like, like the way. And maybe you should learn to love her. Like, like the way.And maybe you should learn to love her. Like, like the way you wanna be loved.

He was right in front of me now, still singing the beautiful song. I knew tears were pouring down my face. The whole plane was silent, except for Ed and his guitar.

He sang the rest of the song and said to me, "Hi, I'm Ed. Niall and Louis asked if I would sing for you since I was headed back to New York anyway. It's great meeting you two! Now how about you come on up to first class with me?"

I was so shocked by all of this. I nodded my head and he took my hand, as well as Lauren's. He said to her, "I'm sorry Harry didn't have me sing for you too. But I'll have you know, he has something else planned for once you get back!"

She smiled and nodded as we walked up to first class. The rest of the flight, we talked to Ed and listened to him as he sang. I got on my laptop for a bit and Skyped Niall and Louis.

I sent the video request and he replied instantly saying, "Are you landed? That was quick! Louis come here! Did you like our surprise???"

I laughed and said, "No we haven't landed. There's still another hour left. Hey Louis!! I loved the surprise! In fact, that's how we're in first class. Ed brought us up here!"

Ed moved into the frame and said, "Seriously, lads! Putting these lovely ladies in coach? It's outrageous!!"

Niall and Louis both sad hey to Ed and he left the frame to talk to Lauren and Harry, whom she was Skyping with.

I turned back to my screen and talked to the boys for about half an hour. Then, the flight attendant came on and said, "Will all first class passengers please close down any internet connections open at this time. We will be shutting down the wi-fi in five minutes."

I said to the boys, "Well, I guess I have to go. I'll call you once I get back to the apartment, OK?" They each nodded and said, "I love you."

I said, "I love you both, too. Bye guys!" I shut down my laptop and leaned back a bit.

We landed a little while later, and Lauren, Ed, and I went to baggage claim to pick up our stuff. I turned to Ed and said, "What hotel are you staying at? It might be close to us!"

He looked uncomfortable and said, "Well... Uhm... I don't know... All I know is that I'm having to share the floor with other people and I'm a bit scared..."

He laughed and I whispered to Lauren, "We've got the extra room. Mind if I offer it back up?"

She nodded and turned to me saying, "I was going to anyway!" I said to Ed, "We have an extra room. You're welcome to it. I've been told we're great hosts!"

He laughed and said, "I'd love to stay with you! Free place and home-cooked meals? Damn straight I'm staying with you!"

We all laughed and I got us a cab back to the apartment. We all went in and since it was only around noon, we decided to go back out for a late lunch. I took everyone to my favourite little restaurant in Little Italy and bought us lunch.

It was all delicious as usual, and we decided to walk around a bit in Chinatown, so I could get some new jewelery for almost nothing. That's what I loved most about New York: all the cheap shit you can buy!

We got home around 6 after shopping and walking around Central Park for a while. Ed had brought his guitar Nigel, so he played a little and sang for us at the park, attracting quite the crowd. I thought it was funny how they threw money into his case, as if he were poor! They would soon know...

Niall called me and I put it on speaker as Ed sang. When he finally said, "Hey Ed! How's it hangin'?" People realised he wasn't poor. He knew One Direction! I took a few pictures with people and signed a some things (Weird, right?) and we soon left.

Lauren looked over at me while we walked toward home and said, "I love how people obsessed more over Niall's girlfriend than Harry's girlfriend and one of his best friends! That was mad!"

I just laughed and said, "Well, he is the Irish one!" We walked through my door and I went to get a spare key for Ed. I went into my room where I kept our two spares and saw that they were gone. I had forgotten to get them back from Harry and Niall!

I walked out to see Lauren and Ed had tapped into our liquor supply. Ed was drinking my favourite wine. The last bottle of my favourite wine. It's a good fucking thing he was Ed Fucking Sheeran. I said to him, "I guess I forgot to get my spares back for the lads... Take my key. Don't lose it. Kay?"

He nodded and I took my key off the ring, handing it to him. I sat down and took the half empty bottle from his hands and said, "Also, whenever you're infucking Parisbuy me some more of this, seeing as how you drank most of it!"

He turned red and went to get a cheaper bottle. We sat down on the couch, kind of squished together with me in the middle. I picked up my laptop and we Skyped the boys for a while, with American Idol playing on our TV in the background noise.

Liam said, "Guys, it's almost two in the morning here! We missed dinner and we have to be up early tomorrow to drive to our next show, so can we please get to bed?" I didn't even notice how long we had been talking. It was nearly 3 here, and I had called around 8:30.

I laughed and said, "You crazy motherfuckers! Go to bed!" I guess I was a little, maybe very drunk.... Ed was too. He said to them, "Listen to your mother boys! You have a very early play-date with your boyfriend in the morning!"

None of that made sense, but me and Ed started laughing like idiots. Lauren, who hadn't even finished one bottle said to us, "You're both cut off. No more alcohol tonight!" She turned to the screen and said, "Night boys! Love you! Call me when you can Harry!!! Bye baby!!"

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***Lauren's PoV***

I ended the call and she turned to me saying, "What the fuck, man? I was talking to our whores! I'm calling them back!!!"

I pulled the laptop away from her and took her phone, before she could keep them up any longer. I said, "No. They have to work tomorrow. Go to bed. Now."

She and Ed complained and whined all the way to their rooms. I went to take a shower and fell asleep very quickly. I had an awful dream that Harry had been taken away from me and I was being carried away by some freak....

I woke up sweating in Alex's room. OK, so the freak part of my dream was right. It was 10:40 in the morning and she was sound asleep beside me. Holding me tight as if she would die without me here.

She looked puffy like she had been crying, which I'm sure she had been. I knew she hated that the boys weren't here anymore and I knew it couldn't have been easy to get to sleep, drunk, without her boyfriend here.

I carefully pulled out of her arms and went to check on Ed. He was sitting up in his bed watching TV. He looked up when I entered to room and said, "Morning, Love. Breakfast soon?"

I laughed. He was about as bad as the boys about food. Must have been a guy thing. I went to cook up some eggs and bacon before Alex woke up. Around 3, she finally joined us. We were watching Cake Boss on TLC. It was a marathon and I loved the show, so Ed decided to give it a chance and turned out loving it.

She came out, fairly clean and fresh, seeing as how she was hungover and tired. She sat down and we stayed home all day watching TV.

This went on as such for the next few days, just sitting around, occasionally going out for meals and to shop, and Skyping the boys every night. Ed had his concert the following Wednesday, so we went with him to the arena to watch as he dedicated a song to us. Alex got very emotional, which the security guards found amusing.

Everything was calm and fairly normal until the next night, when we got an anonymous call, throwing our lives into the middle of everything, yet again. Could we not get a break?!

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