Mar 22
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#I had a good cry in church yesterday (very much needed) and came to some realizations in prayer.#1) I don't think I'm actually as open to what God might potentially do with me vocationally as i have been telling myself and need to work#on that and it will be scary because it will involve working on some areas involving self loathing - attitudes toward the married and singl#life etc.#2) I need to stop having an entitled viewpoint about how I use my time#3) As I transition into a job that doesn't require me to use some of my home time for work (homework marking etc.) I would like to#start using some of that free time to volunteer for something meaningful that will bring me into more community with others.#That will probably have to wait till after the school year (I still have obligations and also I want to use my available time to help my#parents prepare for their move)#But I want to start looking into it.
