#life mess

[danipreathtrash]

well for those who wants updates on what happened w my life

so on the supposed happiest day of my life, where my team won national champs, I was literally heading home and getting ready to prob not be able to sleep because I was in a high, I received a text saying she got confessed to by him & she’s taken.

so yeah it’s been about a month and 20 days? I’m alright. My studies probably will suffer, seeing how May went totally unproductive, and it didn’t help that I had no more Soccer to play because Seasons was over. But I think I felt lighter.

it still hurts I Guess. Especially yesterday. I was just going out! To study! and I just saw her w him studying! and I walked away! and she thought it was funny. So I didn’t study today. A mess yeah.

side note, at least my dad got the tv sorted out so I can watch the USA v SWE on TV now which I’m happy about!

[freeorganicallyme]

Ive been saying timing is everything for three years now and damn is it ever.

Once again my timing is so fucking off on something I really want.

I havent been this excited for something in a long time and want it everyday more and more but I can't have it right now.

I mean technically I could but Im gonna leave a huge path of destruction if I do.

I've never put myself first for much but I really want to now. If only the guilt wouldn't eat me alive too much to actual enjoy it.

[keep-crying-blog2]

08.18.14

Boring. Mag-aaral sana ako ngayon, kaso lang nakakatamad. Kinuha ko lang yung cp ko without my mother's permission. May nag a-ask pa ng mga nonesense na questions. (._.) Okay. Naalala ko may lyre practice pa pala kami ngayon. =_________=

[estrellaesperanza-blog]

Iyanla..............help.

[febrinalaloan]

My God, why did I become like this? I do not know how messy life is, there is not a change. just do something that is of no use. Just alone and loneliness that accompany only regret that always come.

[xneverfound]

NOT MEANT TO BE

[xneverfound]

[xneverfound]

Have you seen my blog? My life is a mess.