#lifedate

[creativekitsu]

Why can’t this be the permanent routine, mom?

[chittapornswife]

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Mayne I’m starting uni tomorrow like I transferred from college and now I’m like 😰😰😰😰 bc this is my first class and there’s gonna be 152 ppl in here like um I’m only used to 30 ppl max thx😰😰😰😰

has anyone been in a big uni class before? This is probably a normal sized class to other uni peeps but rlly terrifying for me :///

[nctwithstars]

also mayhaps i’ve been busy because i went to neo city in vancouver????? MaYhAPS??????

[creativekitsu]

I’m in this weird place right now of being pretty excited about something going on in my life and confused at being excited about it. As someone who has spent years feeling disappointed about the time they’ve wasted on this stuff, and practically giving up on it, it’s a nice change.

[chittapornswife]

I never use pics of nct legitimately crying bc I feel like it’s not fair to them but this just- like I’m not even joking when I say that the smallest of things make me so happy & feel like crying. like this is from my now brother-in-law who’s wedding I went to last week and I’d just met him for the first time at his own wedding LOL (his wife is my first cousin, my mom’s brother’s daughter) and the fact that he got my sister and I gifts AND wrote this heartfelt letter??? I’m treasuring this forever idc😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

This was also given to my sister when she went to this prayer thing this weekend but I couldn’t go so I only saw this last night when they came back and- I love u new brother-in-law actually no. I love u my new brother🥺♥️

[chittapornswife]

Omg ok I rlly need to let this out but this guy came into work who reminded me of someone I think of a basketball player I used to love??? I don’t know but like he looked at me as I was smiling & helping a customer at the till and so my smile was directed his way when I looked at him. And he looked at me in a different way like u know what I mean?? When ppl look at u if they’re like taken aback or like “wow” and not like “hi” ok I don’t make sense.

N E WAYS, he grabbed like Vick’s vaporub & arm & hammer baking soda (yes I’m a weirdo for remembering😌) then when he brought it to the till he was like tryna keep a convo flowing but I was so nervous and flustered already that I probably seemed uninterested and like not kind BUT I WAS JUST SO FLUSTERED BC IM BAD WITH BOYS BUT GOOD WITH ADVICE. LIKE I CAN SET UP PPL TOGETHER BUT CANT DO A N Y T H I N G FOR MYSELF!!!!!!

But was I flustered and like cringing at my horrible uninterested reactions for a good hour or so? Yes😌

[chittapornswife]

Am I 20 or 12 LOL okay this guy came to my till and he had heavy roseacea but was rlly cute n soft looking and he asked me how my day was and I was like “good! I love Fridays :D” and he was spilling to me about his finals n stuff and how taking summer classes sucks LOL so I was like sympathisizing but he told me to have a great day & I said the same back but I forgot to say good luck on his finals BUT ANYWAYS.

Key point is that I had this big goofy smile on my face for 5 mins and when I went to the back I started to squeal to myself fjksbdnd Friday’s r the best days to just make me squeal or get rlly happy🥺✌🏼♥️✨

[chittapornswife]

Kinda random

But I just realized everytime I tell someone I’m a vegetarian their first question is always “oh is it because of your religion/culture?” Like even if that person is brown but not Punjabi/Sikh they still ask that & im fine with it because that just means they’re curious. But like it doesn’t always have to be abt religion/culture🤨

Plus it’s hard to explain that I’m vegetarian bc when we were young my dad decided to not introduce us to any meat just cause I think it was “healthier”? Or whatever he read idk. But we grew up as vegetarian even tho my dad eats meat LOL. My brother eats meat now more regularly & my sister does sometimes but I don’t. Idk I’m just like 🤷🏻‍♀️ when it comes to trying out meat. Not rlly keen on it. My mom’s vegetarian bc she prays everyday so she can’t have meat, fish, nor eggs and yeah.