#lifeisaburden

[vandalsgirl]

2 months.... 2 months without my absolute favorite person. He'll always be my favorite person, for the rest of my life. 2 months without my other half. We did everything together. And every day I wake up I miss him even more than the day before. #fuck #thisworldsucks #lifeisaburden #fuckthislife #fuckavalanches #dash #vegas #love #loveofmylife #iloveyou #illfindyouagain #waitforme #cantwaittobewithyouagain

[vandalsgirl]

This world is not a good place. It took away his future, and it took away mine. It will take a miracle or act of God, neither of which exist, to ever convince me again that somehow we are here for a purpose or convince me that it this is a good place to be. The beauty of this world is only an illusion, and I'll never trust the lies and deception it again. #illfindyouagain #iloveyou #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #loveofmylife #fuck #fuckthislife #thisworldsucks #lifeisaburden #lifesucks

[vandalsgirl]

Whatever this "new path" is that I'm on, it will never be one I appreciate or one that was my first choice. I've come to find more every day that for some of us left behind, life is no longer a gift. It's not a blessing. It's not a blessing at all that I'm still here to "enjoy" this fucked up and cruel world while Dash cannot. It's a heavy burden. And yesterday I was relieved to find out that I'm not the only one that truly feels this way. #cantwaittobewithyouagain #waitforme #fuckthislife #fucklife #lifeisaburden #lifeisnotablessing #fuckavalanches #avalanche #dash #dashforward