#lifestreamd

[bustedsunglasses]

atlantis! hi!! we haven’t talked but your portrayals of rude & leslie are absolute blessings. it’s so nice to see rude getting more love & from what i’ve seen, you’ve done fantastically with him so far. i can’t wait to see what you come up with in the future on either of your blogs. you seem like such a nice person & i hope you’re having a great day.

_(:’з」∠)_

[2ndhornet]

asra!! babe!! i fuckin love you! you know i don’t know much about bleach but i enjoy having your soi fon on my dash, regardless. you clearly love her so much and breathe so much life into all of your muses. i’m so incredibly lucky to have you as a rp partner & even more lucky to be able to consider you one of my best friends. ilu ♥

[lupellis-a]

(  * soft family things | @lifestreamd​ )

‘ everyone needs somebody. we got each other. ’

     the emblem had caught his eye before. it was hard for it not to when cloud was all but covered in it–––– it rested on his shoulders, his ears, his hands, & denzel had opened his phone enough times to know that it was there, too. he hadn’t thought much of it for a while, just knowing it as a sign of CLOUD. but, then barret had come to visit, & as he’d lifted marlene into his arms denzel had noticed the ring on his finger with the same emblem. & then tifa had brushed his hair from his face to look at the sore on his head, & he’d noticed, for the first time, that there was one on her finger, too. 

     it was only then that he’d known that it was something more than just cloud. he hadn’t been able to put a word to it ( or, maybe, he was too afraid to ), but he’d known the feeling. warm, close ––––knit, protective–––– CONNECTED. he’d see it in their actions, in how familiar they’d been with each other, & he’d felt a kind of pleasantness flow through him at just being close to it.

     he had never expected to be a PART of it.

     so, when cloud had asked marlene to help tifa for a bit so he could talk to denzel, he’d thought he was in TROUBLE. he’d spilled a drink on one of cloud’s maps a few nights before–––– maybe it was punishment for that. or, maybe marlene had told cloud about how he’d tried to trick her into thinking he was okay so she wouldn’t spend all her time helping him. he’d wracked his brain in nervousness, unaware that cloud seemed just as anxious across from him.

     when cloud finally put the ring–––– heavy, big, his?–––– into his hand, denzel’s breath caught in his throat, his heartbeat picking up into a rapid, UNCONTROLLABLE rhythm. he couldn’t tell if it was from apprehension or excitement.

     he was listening to cloud, but his eyes were locked onto the ring, his fingers moved across the chain that connected it, then they moved to the ring itself, tracing the dips & GROOVES in the face of the wolf. it was much to big for him, but he supposed that was what the chain was for.

     we got EACH OTHER.

     ❛ yeah. ❜ he wanted to say something better–––– something MORE. but, he found it hard to do. his tongue felt heavy, his eyes stung like he might cry, even though he wasn’t sad.

      ❛ i think–––– . ❜ it took denzel a moment to collect his thoughts, to figure out how he wanted to speak them. ❛ i wouldn’t want to have anybody else, you know? ❜ as far as he was concerned, he’d found his place, he’d found his people. he was young, but he wasn’t stupid. he knew, eventually, geostigma would be too much for him. but, however much time he had left, he was glad he could spend it as part of a FAMILY.

     he slipped the chain carefully over his head, letting out a soft, comfortable sound at the gentle WEIGHT of the ring on his chest. he already knew it would become familiar. he took the ring in his hand, held it tight so his palm could feel the pattern etched in the metal wolf, & when he looked up at cloud again he was smiling.

      ❛ thanks, cloud. ❜

      denzel wondered if he knew the size of the gift he’d given, & he didn’t mean the RING.

[verumking]

fal!! bb!! did u know i love u & yozora? bc i do! i will never not admire you for how much work you’ve put into building up his lore, even way back when all we had to go off of was a few scraps from the toy story world. he feels like such a well rounded character, with actual development to the point where i know i’m not going to be satisfied with canon. canon can’t live up to the legacy you’ve created.

[prayaux]

@lifestreamd​ sent some soft things :

‘ i’ll stay right here until you fall asleep. ’

mayhaps it’s her tiredness that makes her even more open than usual - but they’ve moved from the ten feet of space between them , him guarding the door behind which she sleeps , to at least being within reachable space of each other at any given moment .

maybe she’s just that obvious , or maybe he’s gotten better at reading her , that he says such a thing - as if he can sense the vulnerability in her , the fear , at not having him nearby . so , he speaks - & the anxiety & worry bleed from her shoulders as she sinks against the mattress & pillow .

even so , she can’t help it - one hand shifts across the sheets to meet his , fingers touching , briefly intertwining - & the last of her worries fade away , as if they never existed .

“ promise ? ”

[dawnled-a]

@lifestreamd​ sent wuv on anon :

hey stella, did you know i love you the most?? forever & ever & ever, to infinity & beyond, in all the universes? because i do! you and riku, and more recently aerith. you always put out such well crafted responses & headcanons that i constantly wonder what i’ve done to be blessed with such an amazing rp partner & friend. this is totally not aurene avoiding ask limit, btw. not at all. what gave you that idea??

aurene did you know i also love you the most?? forever & ever & ever & ever, to infinity & beyond, in every single universe ever?? because i super duper do!!!!

i’m always so very glad to have you as an rp partner, with our twenty million aus across multiple muses, all of which you always portray so wonderfully i cry. i’m also so incredibly lucky to have you as a friend i can talk to basically daily - even if discord sometimes doesn’t tell me when you message me fhdjghfjk

know that ilu always, and i hope i give you as much love and support as you always provide to me <3 ilu v v v v v v v v v v much <3

[soldflowers]

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as a fellow service top aerith : silas is right and should say it

thank u for ur support aurene

[soldflowers]

@lifestreamd​ said: silas!! we haven’t talked Much but i love you & all your blogs, tbh. you put so much thought & effort into them, so much care, that it really shines through, not just in aerith but in muses like terra as well. the feel HUMAN, with flaws and insecurities but happiness and love, too. i always look forward to reading what you come up with & seeing your edits!!

aurene.....i was gonna write smthn snarky but i literally can’t people talking abt how i write terra gets me SOFT u know my weakness.....so i have to kill you now.....but seriously i just ??  love seeing u on my dash no matter what...GAH i i know we don’t talk and that’s illegal....but i’m rlly glad u can tell i care abt aerith i just saw her in the remake and Instantly fell in love w her and i was like ‘i have to write her’ and i adore her.....and i love u.....my cinnamon apple !!!!!