Who I Want To Be.
This has been a question on my mind as of lately. I feel like ever since I turned 28 some imaginary clock began to tick. Now it’s a race against time to be “somebody” before i hit 30 or else i’ll just be wandering the world like a lost soul. It’s insane to me. I was that person telling everyone “it’s never a rush”. (You can blame my moon in Taurus for that.) Yet now Life has a new meaning to me and I want to know who I am deep down inside. Nothing is the same. I don’t really want go out that much anymore. I don’t really want to drink that much anymore. And i don’t to get high or do anything distracting from this task at hand. It’s funny because I’m a Sagittarius and most of us are all about the turn up. But these nights, I just want to go within. Because for once in life it’s more vital trying to learn me more than anything else. It’s so hard to think of who we really are and what our purpose is. Where do you begin with something so profound? I understand fully why most would rather ignore these questions and focus their attention on other things. This life is a real ordeal. But I would rather take it on with a clear state of mind. I find myself constantly trying to connect with and manifest like minded people into my world. Because we need each other. Survival is not meant to happen alone. We need to open up and allow the portals of empathy to flow through one another so we can truly feel for someone. We’re on this journey together. And when all is said and done we return back to the divine. With the purest hearts, purest minds, and purest souls.