some days i carry it well, other days it carries me.
this is my reality.

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some days i carry it well, other days it carries me.
this is my reality.
Not knowing if you want to be a crazy bitch or shy, quite girl is sometimes the hardest decision.
Gonna give this a go later! ☺️#lifewithbipolar
Mom just said I was still on unsupervised probation from last charge like three and half years ago. Fuck. I am basically skirting around the law right now. Holy shit.
I woke up this morning
and the heaviness wasn't as heavy anymore
& in two and half days, I will be back in your arms.
After the slightly stoopid there was some neighbor abuse and now I am basically crawling out of my skin this leave this filth. I just need a break. I cannot afford to have another mental breakdown before I drive across the state Thursday.
I am putting in my two weeks today
And when I come home I am going to lay in bed and fold clothes and complie information about edbile plants and drink more coffee.
I really just want to close my eyes, wake up and it be Monday.
Do you think a suicide attempt & not being able to think straight for 4 days after it are legit excuses for why I didn't finish my research paper?