Fun summer loving fling
Its been a little over a year that you have been in my life. In that year we have gone threw what most couples go threw over years. Its been a roller coaster ride. I remember the day you sent me that first message. Practically remember every word. You properly introduced your self (you even wrote that) & told me just about everything about you. We kept talking for a couple weeks & both made it clear we didn't want to be in a relationship we just wanted to have a good time & someone to spend that time with. I remember we both started to say "let's just have a good time together & whatever happens happens & we will go from there".. Its funny that we would fight before we even hung out but that was because i was to scared & nervous to hang out with another man. Even tho i kept turning you down you still wanted to get to know me better & be friends. I remember i havent given you my number yet so we still sent fb messages but you kept telling me you're not good with texting & messages you would rather talk on the phone. I found every excuse not to give it to you. But you gave me yours & i saved it & was to scared to call you first. The day we finally hung out you sent me a message of your every move. You let me know you was getting ready & taking a shower. You let me know When you was leaving the house & stopping at the store. You let me know when you got to the store & asked if i wanted anything. You even told me that you are just 5 mins away just waiting at a red light. When i got that message of you saying im around the corner..... Im here out front my heart started to race, my hands got sweaty, i was shaky & nervous & sp excited. I started walking down the driveway & all i hear is hello.... Wow wepa huh look at you..... You look nice.... I got in the van & you say hello how are you..... You look good... Very pretty..... I kept trying to hide my smile & looking away. You asked where i wanted to go & i didn't know but you said i know a place we can go....ill take you to my favorite place to sit at night.... Its so peaceful & beautiful youll like it. You took me to pinegrove cemetery to the highest spot that over looked the city & it was beautiful...... You could see all the lights & the outline of the buildings & the stars & moon was amazing. You kept saying isnt this view beautiful you can see it all its like you're on top of the world. I could sit here for hours. You sent me a friend request after talking online for 2 weeks & wouldn't stop telling me how beautiful & perfect i was. You would leave such cute comments on my pictures & statutes & i loved every minute of it. You made me feel special even before we hung out. When i finally agreed to hang out with you i had butterflies & didn't know what to do. The whole time we sat there & talked about how over 6 Years we never had a full conversation just a quick hi or oo sorry excuse me. Untill that last birthday party when we kept making small talk. That whole night you just gave me compliment after compliments & couldn't stop looking at me. You kept showing me your favorite pictures of me online & told me any man would me lucky to have me & stupid to throw me away. I felt so comfortable with you by the end of the night & had such a great time i couldn't wait to see you again. I forgot what it was like to actually just sit & have a conversation about everything & anything for hours & it was such a nice feeling. We made each other laugh & smile the whole night & kept telling me i had beautiful eyes every time we looked at each other. You eventually ended up holding my hand(s) & hugging me as we sat there & talked. You played a good move & talked ne into sitting on your lap... You slick little man you...i never been so comfortable with someone like that before & you made me feel like i was something special. I new more about you in just a few weeks then i have anyone in Years. We talked about zombies to marriage in just a certain amount of hours. That whole time we sat together you kept saying what a perfect nice night it turned out to be. You kept saying how the weather was perfect, the view was perfect & you have a beautiful sexy woman sitting next to you. I loved how you would look at me & tell me your eyes are very nice when i do look at you & had me stare at you dead in the eyes & said wow they are a real pretty Brown almost a hazel very light & beautiful. You made me smile so big When it came time for you to bring me home you held my hand the whole ride home & kept looking over at me smiling. We ended up sitting in the van for another 20 mins before i went in the house. For that 20 mins it was mostly just you telling me i was sexy, you had a great time, you loved my company & wanted to hang out again. I couldnt stop smiling & of course agreed to hang out again. You held my hand & gave me a kiss good night & said thank you for tonight. You then let me know that you got home, was going to eat then go to bed & you would talk to me in the morning. You said good night beautifuls have a good night talk to you in the morning & thanked me again for the nice night. I know our summer fling went from having fun, hanging out to becoming a family then a couple real fast but i can honestly say im glad it did. I know we could of been more careful & didnt say owell it happens sometimes but we ended up with a beautiful littlw girl. We may not be the same as we started off & things arnt as happy & loveable like before but you still make me happy & smile.... We still have our moments & still have love in our hearts. I know things will get better for us & we will be back to how we used to be.... Things will fall into place..... We have gone threw to much to just let what we had slip away for ever. I love you & im so happy you're in my life.... Im happy to share a daughter with you..... I cant wait for things to start getting better & looking up for us...... I know we will work out & we can have a future & be a family..... I know you know that as well. Im not going anywhere & we will pull threw this hole we are in .
