#light healer

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Light Healer: mi pequeña aunque no podamos estar juntos se que muy pronto tus esfuerzos valdran de mucho para ti y para los seres que amas no te rindas porque siempre tendras seres que te amaran como nosotros te amamos y cuidamos con amor a ti 

Ella es Light Healer la mama de betsy pero ahora al igual que su padre es un ser de luz y no tiene muchos recuerdos de ella <=3

disfruten nwn

[nicaffeinated]

Starting Over

I feel like I’ve been jolted awake after years of troubled slumber. 

I dreamed that as a child, I’d like to think that I had many friends. I liked socializing in groups. I was almost always that kid who laughed all the time and made occasional jokes for everyone. Looking back, I believe I’ve just been acquainted with them because I see them almost everyday. It was like my routine would not be complete without checking up with them, even sharing a story or two. My happiness just solely relied on being ‘friends’ with these people that it made me realize how lonely I was and it was unhealthy. 

But I’m awake now, and my reality is still not far from the dream, but it’s getting better. I just love everything and everyone too much that I crave their love in return just so I could function to give more of me to the world. It’s killing me, and it finally did but I just feel like I am reborn.  

Just yesterday, I was lying on my back, breathing deeply, listening to the ambient sound effect that floated from my speakers as I followed through in a yoga class. When suddenly my phone rang, my friend was calling me and she texted me the numbers 911 three times. Naturally, I picked up and asked her what was wrong. It turns out she just wanted to talk and it was one of the longest conversations that we had ever since she migrated to the United States. It was nice and it was like when I picked up, I started this sequence of puzzle pieces finally getting into place. And as I’m writing this, I just had goosebumps, like I discovered something spiritually right for me. 

I don’t know what this enlightenment entails for me yet, all I know is that it’s time to start over. A re-branding as some might call it. It’s time to step away from the woes of my past and just give out this energy that is pent up inside of me through years of kindling my light. I just know that I’m a part of something big and it’s frightening and amazing and at the same time, I know that I just have to take you through this journey with me. 

Let’s stay awake together.

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Healing, October 11, 2015

I had a healer come by after my bad night. He is a white light healer. I had my apartment cleansed and my tarrot cards read. The cards were very accurate. They helped. Im so thankful for his friendship. And a nice bonus, we had a great smoking sesh and just talked for hours about past lives and current.