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Prelude (Side story for Night - drabble for lighthearted-nobody)

(( Side story

Rating : MA Contains : Sexual assault, violence, coercion, manipulation, blood Pairing : Demyx x Saix x Xigbar x Xemnas, Saix x Xemnas, Xigbar x Zexion Note: there is a time skip but that doesn't mean the piece is clean in any manner of speaking. The reason it's not in a main story is that all the information given in this side story either has or will be given in the main story.  ))

It was a headache to say the least. Xemnas never understood if he came home late and staring at these papers was hurting his eyes. He had no idea what Demyx was meant to be doing or how he was meant to report on it if it hadn't been done.

"Not finished your work?" A voice came from the door, golden eyes looking up to meet a matching pair.      "This is Demyx's, not mine. I do mine as soon as I get it. I never have piles of work this big." He gestured to a large stack of papers on his desk, giving a low growl, "I'm sick of him giving his work to other people and expecting me to fill out his paperwork for him."      "Well, we will deal with Demyx. Is he still here?"      "He left a couple of minutes ago. If you want to talk to him, he said something about going to get flowers." He went to look back at the paperwork, only to get hit in the face by his coat as Xemnas threw it at him.

The man had already left when Saix had put his coat on. He chased after him, catching up as they left the building.

"So... you're going to humiliate him in public?" He smirked, "I like the idea but most shop keepers will throw you out if you start a fight in their shop, even just yelling."       "Humiliating him in public is a good way to teach a lesson." Another voice came from behind them, a scarred hand pressing down on Saix's shoulder.       "Who invited him? Where did you even come from?" Saix scowled, glaring at the man behind him as her continued walking.       "He is the vice president of the company. He leaves when I do or later. I actually think he'll enjoy this." A small smirk and exchanged look worried Saix but he would go along with it, after all, he couldn't say anything. The boss made the rules.     "Fine. I thought that seeing your friend being yelled at and losing his job wouldn't be to your taste."     "It's not," Xigbar laughed, patting Saix's shoulder, "It's the celebration I'm looking forward to."

Saix gave another shudder, sure he knew what that meant but not pointing it out. It was better to stay quite and fake ignorance at this point, it might even put Xigbar off.

"There he is." Xemnas nodded the blond coming out of a flower shop, his arms cradling a large bouquet. A large smile was spread over his face, nodding along to the music in his headphones. 

That smile quickly disappeared as a large hand grabbed his hair, shoving him into an alleyway not too far from the shop. Another hand grabbed the flowers, throwing them on the floor and stomping on them, about half way down the stems. 

"A little harsh." Saix commented, walking up behind the two with crossed arms, tearing the headphones from Demyx's ears, "You left a lot of paperwork over the past week."      "Shut up, Wolfy, he'll never listen to you." Xigbar interrupted, "I can take this one, right, boss?"

Less than a second split the man's nod from Xigbar drawing his weapon, putting it less than a centimeter from Demyx's head, right between his eyes. 

"Whoa! Man, look, I'll do my work, just put that thing away!" Demyx panicked, his eyes set only on the gun, moving back until he was pressed against a brick wall behind him.       "I... don't think that's needed, Xigbar." Saix started, reaching out to try and lower his gun, only to be stopped by the superior's hand on his.      "It would be better for your and Axel's health if you joined in, Saix." Xemnas told him, his face growing into a smirk, "Try and enjoy it."

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Once Xigbar has finished, Demyx dropped to the floor, panting and crying. His back was cut up from the bricks behind him and he didn't want to know where the blood drops on the floor had come from. He felt disgusting, dirty and used.

Saix was trembling as he watched, although trying to keep his composer as much as he could with the superior's blade at his throat and the knowledge of what would happen next. A sick feeling had been building in him since before Xigbar started, having watched him torn the poor blond's clothes and subject him to such punishment.

"It's your turn." The voice came from behind him, pushing him towards Demyx, "If you start going easy, it'll only be worse for Axel."     "Of course, Superior..." Saix whispered, kneeling down to Demyx's level and whispering to him, "I-I'm sorry, Demyx..."

Fear rushed through him as he felt the gun pushed slightly against the back of his neck, standing quickly and following his orders.

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Saix stumbled backwards, holding his mouth and stomach. He couldn't look at Demyx. He couldn't look at any of them. That sick feeling had only gotten worse until he couldn't stand it any more.

Saix fell to his knees, choking it all up into a bin a few feet behind Xemnas. The gun was still aimed at him and he knew it. He couldn't run from them. What would happen if he tried? He'd be dead, that he didn't mind so much but what would happen to Axel? What would they do to Demyx.

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When Xemnas had finished with him, he went to Saix's side, kneeling next to him and pulling his hair.

"Come on, you're the one who asked for this, weren't you?" He smirked, pushing his head forward so Saix was looking straight at Demyx, "Now, Xigbar, take care of this pest."

Xigbar gave a small nod and aimed his gun at Demyx's head, clicking his tongue.

"Nice knowin' ya', D-..."     "Don't shoot him!" Saix interrupted, looking between the three of them. Xemnas was confused, as was Xigbar. Demyx was in tears. He probably didn't even realise what was happening anymore. He was shaking and curled up. It pained Saix to see. "Won't it be better to let him live?"       "He'll tell someone what happened. Do you want to go to jail?" Xemnas hissed, pulling back harder on Saix's hair.      "He won't tell!" The man pleaded, wiping the vomit from his lips, "Plus, won't it be so much worse for him, letting him live."

Xemnas and Xigbar looked at each other for a moment, giving a small nod before putting their weapons away and turning to leave.

"Sort yourself out and then get home. You owe us for letting him live." That thought made Saix shudder. He knew exactly what they meant. It would be worse if he didn't follow orders.       "Yes, sir."       "Hey, I'll be there soon. Got some business first." Xigbar chuckled, giving Xemnas a small wave, "This was fun."

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As soon as they had left, Saix crawled beside Demyx, patting his shoulder gently.

"Demyx, go stay at a friend's house." He advised, trying to keep a distance, "You want me to walk you there?"

There was a small nod and Saix stood up, holding out his hand for Demyx.

"I'll take you to the street before. If I go any further, I'm afraid what might happen. I'm going to be punished for being late as it is."

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F- Face Down

Date : 23/12/2013 Letter : F Character : Axel, Saix, Xigbar and Xemnas Fandom : Kingdom Hearts Song : Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Type : Side Story for Night Starting at the end of Saix's memories in XemSai. Rating : M Warnings : Abuse, Threats, Sexual assault, Violence, Blood Comments : Other songs considered:

Axel went in first, looking Xemnas right in the eye and asking about what job he was to do. He was quickly sent off with a colleague leaving a nervous Saix stood in the room avoid eye contact the best he could.

His body still hurt from his previous visit to this office and he noticed the drops of blood still under the boss' desk. It made him shudder, sickness rising inside him. He didn't even want to think of what would happen in this visit.

"Saix." The tall grey haired man addressed him, walking around his desk and leaning on the front, a small dirty smirk on his face, "I bet you'd love to ask as a supervisor, wouldn't you?"

"N-Not really, sir, I-..."

"Your friend enjoys his job, doesn't he?" Xemnas asked, looking down at his nails, "It would be a shame to lose my new supervisor and my newest employee."

"Fine." He frowned, shaking his head, "I'll be your supervisor, just tell me what job I need to do."

"Oh, no, you have to apply to be the supervisor, Saix." His smirk grew, making Saix feel as if he was going to be sick. He could tell this was bad news.

His eyes traveled from the older man to a slightly younger one in the corner who had an eye patch and a scar. Although this guy looked creepy, he comforted Saix by being there. Xemnas wouldn't do anything to the boy, couldn't in fact, while the other was there. There would be a witness. There would be someone to stand up for him if he took Xemnas on in court.

"Ya' done starrin', kid?" Xigbar chuckled, moving to lean on the desk next to Xemnas, "This kid really got what it takes, boss?" '

"We'll see, won't we?" Xemnas replied, grabbing Saix's head and pushing him harshly down to his knees, laughing when the boy whimpered up at them. "Eighteen years old, Saix, intelligent and loyal. I think he's got what it takes."

"Well, the kid still needs to prove himself." Xigbar laughed, undoing his belt, "Lets see what your newest little lady can do."

-x-

At the end of the day, as the sun was setting, Saix gave Axel a small hug and waved him off as he left to go home. He waited for his boss outside to be taken back to his new house.

It was hard... he'd be living with this monster. He had to, for Axel... but could he really deal with this? How long would he have to?

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I'm off

to go to uni. I don't actually know if the people I'm talking to are still here or not but bye.

When I get back I'm going to try and write more of Night because GOD DAMN IT  I CAN'T WAIT to write the heart breaking parts.

[didtheyeverpickthewrongguy]

XemSai (Side Story for Night)

(( Side Story for Night - Drabble for Lighthearted-nobody

How did he get here? Like he needed to ask. He couldn't remember the last night but he could feel it had been rougher than usual. Normally he'd wake in bed, all his bruises and scars under his clothes. He'd only ever woken up like this once before and that was when Xemnas had scared his face.

The blue haired man pushed himself from the ground, his head spinning. There was a sick taste in his mouth but he ignored it, trying his best to balance before Xemnas came downstairs. That was, if Xemnas was here at all.

As he slumped in a chair, the man walked in. Golden eyes ran over the bruises he'd left on his lover's face, biting the inside of his lip as if he were looking at the other in underwear.

"What happened last night?" The silence broke to the question, bring a smirk to the older man's face.    "You don't remember? You will, don't worry. We went to meet up with Demyx, if you don't remember."    "No... that wasn't last night... that was a few night's ago... Friday... what day is it?" His voice was a low groan, his head pounding.    "Monday morning. I just hoped you wouldn't realise if I told you otherwise. Last night we had the most intense sex since our first time."    "Somehow I don't believe you... I'm pretty sure I'd be able to feel it if you had."    "You're such a dumb little masochist. Of course we had sex." Xemnas turned, leaning on the counter and giving Saix a look as if to warn him to step down. The other did immediately, looking away from him.      "Sometimes I wonder why I don't just walk out of here." He mumbled in reply.

No less than a second later, Xemnas had Saix pinned to the wall, a hand on his neck, not tight enough to strangle. The man was obviously scared, eyes wide and deep breathing.

"Would you like your precious Axel to lose his job?" Xemnas grinned, leaning close, "Don't you remember our deal?"

Saix sighed, shaking his head lightly.

"I don't want Axel to lose his job." He could still remember that day they went to find the job and it ran over in his head.

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Saix and Axel looked everywhere. Since becoming nobodies, no one seemed to want to hire them, even though they had been offered jobs before for when they finally got to an age where they could be hired.

No. Not even those companies wanted them. They wanted people who could engage the customer, sympathize with them and make them feel appreciated. All things that people assumed nobodies couldn't do.

They had searched to whole town when they finally came across a large office building with a sign in the window, 'Nobodies Preferred'.

A little odd, granted, but they took what they could get and ran in, asking the receptionist for the details. They were excited to hear they could have an interview immediately.

Saix waited outside for Axel, nervous and shivering. He had already decided that he would turn the job down if Axel didn't get it. They'd been friends for so long that he couldn't leave him behind like that.

So, when Saix saw the look on the other's face as he left the interview, he was ready to pack up and go home. That was, until Axel grabbed his arm.

"No, look, man, you still gotta shot at this. Maybe we can live together for a while, while I find a job, right?" The grin on the other's face would have melted Saix's heart.     "Alright... but I'm going to get you the job too. At least, I'll try."

He nervously entered the room, sitting across from Xemnas. As the door shut behind him, he jumped but kept a serious face.

"You've got the job." The grey male said without a second though, Saix staring for a moment before deciding to accept the fact without questions.       "My friend needs the job too, I'll do anything." He nodded       "Anything? Stand up..." The older man looked over Saix, moving to walk around him, looking at every detail. "He has the job... on one condition."       "Wha-..." 

The boy was interrupted by being thrust onto the desk, held by the back of his neck so he couldn't escape.

"You're going to be my good little toy for as long as your friend wants his job." Xemnas' free hand ran down, teasing around Saix's tight hole and making the other blush bright scarlet.        "Isn't there something else I can do?" He whimpered, shivering at the feeling of the other's fingers.         "Why? Are you saving yourself for someone? Your friend out there?" Xemnas let out a low chuckle, "He doesn't want you like you want him."

A feeling sank in Saix's chest as those words, closing his eyes. He always told himself that Lea didn't like him but to hear it from someone else was something completely different.

"I'll do it... I'll do anything." He mumbled, giving up and sighing deeply. He couldn't let this slip away from them, even if it meant this, "Can't we do it on the first day? I still need to walk home with him."        "On the first day of work? You'll be moving in with me." Xemnas' voice was cold, letting the boy's neck go and walking around his desk, pulling some things from a draw in a way that Saix couldn't see, "You do this now or I won't give him the job."

The blue haired boy gave a small nod, trembling.

"Me and Axel were going to live together. He's got nowhere to go..." His blues eyes followed the other's golden ones, unable to read his expression, what was going to happen.        "Well, we can make another arrangement and I'll make sure he has a house which is nice and he can afford." Xemnas walked back around, tugging the white trousers and underwear from Saix, down to his ankles.

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Xemnas dropped him from the wall, turning and starting to make himself breakfast.

Saix returned to his seat, not wanting to be put back in that position again. His thumb played with the ring on his finger, sighing deeply.

"You're not going to work for a few days. Not until your bruises heal." Xemnas ordered, looking over his shoulder, "You went to see Axel. I don't want that to happen again."        "Yes, sir..." Saix nodded, although it hurt him to say it, "I'll need to take him off the guest list."        "I don't care about that, just stay away from him. You'll be by my side the whole day and you won't make me look bad." He let out a light growl, taking his breakfast out with him.

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Saix wasn't going to ask. He was almost sure that nothing could be worse than the previous arrangement, so he just accepted. He could handle anything if he could handle this, right?

His thoughts were cut short when he felt something cold pressing up against his hole, a deep blush raising on his cheeks. A hand reached around, gripping over Saix's mouth.

"Be quiet or your friend might hear." Xemnas whispered in his ear, pushing the plug with his palm, not stopping when he felt the resistance. Tears streamed down Saix's face, gripping the side of the desk and whimpering into the hand.

Xemnas kept pushing, ignoring the boy's reaction, instead watching as the toy slowly disappeared.

"How cute." He hummed, pushing harder for a moment, "Bleeding already. I wonder how long it will take before you grow out of that."

It took a while but eventually it was fully in. Blood had dripped down over Saix's clothes and he was sobbing, snot and tears running down over Xemnas' grip.

He only let a few minutes for the boy to calm down before tugging it again, using the widest part to stretch out Saix's entrance, being as harsh as he could about every movement.

Saix's screams had turned to loud, painful groans as his hole slowly stretched around the toy, the filling of blood dripping down his leg sending disgusted shivers through his body.

When Xemnas loosened his grip on the boy's mouth, he gasped for air. Xemnas let the toy settle inside him, which Saix pushed out.

"C-Can we stop now?" He whimpered, his voice croaking and dry.        "Stop? So you're no longer interested in our arrangement? What a pity your friend will be losing his job so soon..."        "No! Axel needs this job... I just want to get this over with a get out of here."

Xemnas snorted, shaking his head and pulling at Saix's entrance with a long, thin finger.

"I've made you quite wide, Saix. Imagine if your friend were to see you like this. What would he think? He might call you a dirty little slut... but that wouldn't be a lie, now, would it? Sleeping your way into a job like this."         "Shut it!" He argued. Xemnas' only response was a sharp, hard slap to the back of the head, almost knocking the younger off his balance. He stood there, trembling and sobbing as Xemnas moved over to a cabnet across the room. 

The older man threw a pair of trousers on the other side on the table, sitting back in his chair and looking at Saix with a smirk.

"I'll see you and your friend on Monday. You're to come straight to my office and I'll give you your job roles. Dress smart."

Saix wiped his arms, kicking his stained trousers away and putting on the black pair. The hot, stinging pain was still there and he knew that it wouldn't fade for a long time.

He exited as quickly as he could, smiling wide to Axel, who smiled in return.

"I got you the job!" He told him, taking his hands.        "Whoa! Really?" Axel's smile grew, throwing his arms around Saix and kissing his cheek, "Thank you! This is gunna be so awesome!"         "Yeah... awesome..." He nodded, "Hey, lets go home. I want to shower and get some rest. We gotta be at our best for Monday, right?"

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Saix stood slowly, hesitantly following Xemnas out the room.

"How long was I out... I can't remember yesterday." He asked, standing at the door.         "I told you, yesterday we had sex. You've been passed out since noon yesterday." Xemnas set himself on the sofa, grabbing the newspaper from the table to read as he ate, "You went out on Saturday and went to Axel's, which I've told you not to do. You came home and showed me that you di-..."         "Xemnas! I understand, the bruises are from 'sex'. now what really happened?" Saix growled, slapping the other's paper away from him.          "You've been out since noon yesterday." He sighed, standing and staring into golden eyes, "You're becoming more and more like me. That still doesn't make you the boss."

Saix was on the floor. There was a hot pain in his cheek. He couldn't remember getting on the floor. He closed his eyes as he felt another blow, rolling over to try and defend himself.

He opened his eyes and he was on his bed, Xemnas nowhere in sight. Saix turned over, noticing the pull of the collar around his neck. He was stuck there, locked to his bed with no one around to help him.

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Night - Chapter 2 Part 2 - Drabble for Lighthearted-nobody

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Rating : M/MA (Full story), T/M (This part) Contains : this part Violence see here for other parts Pairing : Saix x Xemnas, Saix x Demyx, Axel x Roxas ))

Roxas hummed as the red head stroked his hair, loving the way that Axel would pet him. He loved his hair being touched, it sent small shivers down him. It made him feel special. It made him feel safe.

He looked up into the other's green eyes, smiling gently at him as his fingers wrapped around a small flick of hair. It felt like nothing else mattered, even after the rather confusing night he'd had, Axel could take it all away with these little things.

As he watched Axel finish his plate, he sat up, leaning over the table to kiss him softly. Axel kissed back, dropping his fork to free his other hand,  tangling it in Roxas' hair with the other. He stood to move around the table, pulling Roxas closer and pressing their bodies up against one another.

After a few minutes, Roxas broke the kiss, looking Axel in the eyes.

"Hey, Axel... It might sound... weird... but I've been dreaming a lot about you recently." His voice was almost a whisper, a small blush on his cheeks, "Like... stepping up our relationship?"      "Wow..." A grin spread on Axel's face, stroking Roxas' cheek, "I thought you were more innocent than that."      "Come on, I might only have you to show me stuff, but I'm not dumb, Axel. I'm old enough to have a job, you think I'm not old enough to know about sex?"       "Gotta point there I guess..." He laughed, scratching behind his head, "Doesn't explain your views on kissing, I'll over look that one though."       "Why don't you clean up, then we can discuss it in my room?" Roxas purred, pushing Axel away gently and smirking as he walked off. 

After Axel had finished cleaning the kitchen, he grabbed a bottle of chocolate sauce and headed towards Roxas' room.

He was interrupted as he was just about to grab the door handle, a knock coming from the front door. Axel gave a deep sigh, rolling his eyes and walked over, noticing the blue through the patterned windows. His frown turned into a wide smile, trying to control it before he opened the door, giving the other a straight face and staring straight into his eyes.

"What do you want? Xemnas kick you out or something?" Axel scowled, his voice harsh. Looking at the other, worry ran through him, seeing an expression of guilty, sadness and sickness. He wasn't used to seeing Saix like this, not at all. It would take hell freezing over to see him make the smallest expression but here he was. Axel knew something must have happened but he kept up his act, not wanting to think of what could have shaken the other this badly.

"Is Demyx here?" Saix asked, looking away as much as he could. His voice was husky, as if he'd been crying or screaming. It was possible he was just sick but that would also be new for him. Even as a somebody, he'd never really shown signs of sickness, even when he had a cold.      "No, he left during the night. How did you know he was here though?" Axel watched the other digging around in his pockets, producing a rather battered looking phone.      "He seems to have dropped this outside a store. I looked through his texts. I was sure he wouldn't be at his house, after all."      "Alright... but couldn't you have waited until work if you were just going to give him his phone back? Text Zexion or something?" What was so important about giving a phone back?       "I need to talk to Demyx too. He won't want to talk to me but I can't wait until work. I need to talk to him where Xemnas can't hear."       "Cheating?" Axel smirked, shaking his head, "Y'know, you could have told me if you were getting a little on the side."

Saix's stomach turned at that statement, shaking his head quickly.

"No. If I could I would avoid him. At work, outside, everywhere. He's..."

The phone interrupted his thought, moving inside and closing the door as Axel moved to answer it. Saix watched him nod, giving yes and no answers to whoever had called. When the red heads face turned to an angrier expression, he knew exactly who had called and it chilled him to the bone.

Xemnas always seemed to know where he was, what he was doing and he was sure that whatever he was telling Axel was making him turn against Saix.

As Axel put the phone down, he looked up at the other, not wanting to believe what he'd heard but hardly having a choice. The evidence was all there. Demyx had come last night and Axel had found him, wrapped in towels, with Roxas. Saix had his phone, claiming to have found it. It was hard not to believe it.

"What did you do?" Axel growled, "What happened last night?"      "Xemnas?" Saix ignored the questions, going through it in his mind but feeling a tightness in his chest and having to distract himself to stop tears coming to his eyes.      "Yes, Xemnas, Who the fuck else would call after you?" Axel's voice raised to a shout.

Roxas heard Axel's yells, putting his pajama bottoms back on and peaking around the door.

"Lea, I don't know what he to-..."     "Everything!" Axel screamed, resisting the urged to hit the other, hard, "Stop acting like you're innocent! Oh... and by the way, the name is Axel, commit it to memory!"

A deep sigh came from Saix, the tears starting to swell in his eyes as he turned away. He didn't want Axel to see him cry. He'd thought he was too tired to actually cry, anyhow, having spent the majority of the last night doing so.     "I'm far from innocent." He whispered as he left, closing the door as gently as possible and choosing a random direction to head off in, not wanting to return home, still sickened by Xemnas' face. 

Axel put his head in his hand, shaking it. What was even happening? How could this happen? Roxas moved over to comfort him, wrapping his arms around the other's waist loosely and holding him close, not wanting to see Axel in such a state.

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G - Guilty

Date / Time : 17/08/13 Letter : G Character : Axel - Saix - Roxas - Xemnas Song : Guilty - The Rasmus Type :  Side story (for Night) - AU Rating : T (under cut - Main drabble M/MA) Warnings : Violence Comments :

The other had been avoiding him for a while but he had never thought that this was why. How long had this been going on? Why with someone like this? He must have been barely legal... one of the interns or new employees.

Saix cleared his throat loudly, letting the other two know he was there. They, of course, jumped, the younger stumbling away from Axel.        "Saix... This is Roxas." He adjusted himself, "He's been staying with me while he's getting used to everything."        "Living together?" Saix's eyes widened for a second before looking away, "I came to speak to you but if you're busy, I'll just come back later."         "I'm just leaving..." Roxas jumped in, glaring at Saix as he pushed past him to leave, closing the door with a slam. 

"So... you're doing that?" Yellow eyes set on Axel, in his head imagining throwing Roxas against a wall, showing him how much pain he'd inflicted just by faking this 'love'... how much pain he'd put Axel in. "A fake relationship with so-..."          "It's not fake." Axel objected, leaning back in his chair, "We live together, we do everything a couple does... minus sex... and don't finish that sentence."          "Why? You can't feel, you can't have emotions for him. It's just make believe and you need to stop kidding yourself."          "Says the guy sleeping with the boss." A small, barely noticeable cringe from Saix stopped Axel for a moment, frowning and turning away from him, "You act like having a relationship is impossible but you and Xemnas aren't a secret, you know. If I'm correct, you two live together too." He turned back, noticing the other had already left and shook his head.