what am I even doing here

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what am I even doing here
going through FULL ON mental health relapse and then getting your periods like three days later and just being alright again is fucked up actually
trying to watch this highway to heaven performance and legit this person in the crowd has more closeups than the members
Okay so it's one of those things where there's an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and I literally feel half empty. Like this sucks, esp knowing that what I want and need I won't get for a while. Nadja, why do you have to live in Texas?