i think i have to be pinned up against a wall to feel alive. i think i need someone to play wrestle me with just a sense of homoeroticism and when he has me down on the ground beneath him the tension becomes too much and i need him to tentatively tilt my chin upwards, pull me into a kiss, grind against me while i pull his hips towards me by the loops on his waistband, falling into a messy heap against each other. i need a bit of roughhousing with an undertone of desperation. is that too much for a guy to ask














