“You can’t just sit there and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love.” o UCH
MEMES || accepting
the marauder stands still but one can hear his knuckles clenching silently behind his back, a sign of nervousness, insecurity. what a strange word. in-secure. not safe. not stable. not on the terms you are familiar with. being faced with something you did not expect.
he stares at james, lungs filling with STRUGGLE as he doesn’t know how to respond, what to say, how to ACT after what james said to him —— revealed perhaps the biggest discovery sirius needs to uncover and accept as his own truth, but it’s HARD.
“ —– how do i do it then? ” (he asks after a good minute of the uncomfortable silence between them, sirius’ head processing what follows, and he can only manage that question from the bottom of his throat)
