There are really nights when you have to keep your mouth shut to spare your voice from breaking and your eyes from crying and you just have to breathe in and focus yourself not on the promise of life that everything is going to be okay but on keeping your five senses from drowning into the pit of loneliness and remind yourself that you are still alive and you have been through worse and you just have to remember how you survived it all before and you just have to do it again









