#lilacrambles

[lilacmaze]

Real footage of me trying to make a male sim:

[lilacsbeeswax]

Announcement!

I have decide to begin writing for a select few of the golden era Slytherin boys! So send in requests or headcannons that you would like for me to write about for the following people:

Mattheo Riddle

Theodore Nott

Lorenzo Berkshire

I’ve been so excited to get back into writing and I think it might just be my time!

[lilacmaze]

Hey quick question what are you meant to do after your best friend of 8 years suddenly texts you (after a month of going no contact that she said was bc "her mental health is bad") that she's actually afraid to speak her mind around you and your relationship is toxic and she's dropping you from her life. And then blocks you on everything. And you ask her boyfriend what the fuck is happening and he's saying that yeah he thinks it's toxic too bc he "heard stories". And now you're confused as fuck as to what stories he means and he gives you an example of how you did something not fully rational 3 years ago where you apologised to literally everyone involved. So. Im very confused and heartbroken rn. Anyone know what to do.

[lilacmaze]

If anyone wanted an update on my ex best friend situation after literally breaking down stressing over what I even could've done to her our mutual friend got an explanation. Get this:

SHE HAD PROBLEMS WITH ME FOR YEARS. YEARS. LIKE. SINCE 8 YEARS AGO. AND NEVER EVER TOLD ME ANYTHING BC "she didn't know how and was scared" (jesus christ man MFMDMDKD)

Some examples included me telling her once at a party that I feel bad mentally and wanna go home (i also told her that she shouldn't worry about me and just wanted to tell her since she's my friend. Also I've been struggling with hard depression back then and on antidepressants 🤩) and also apparently once she forgot flour for a cake we were meant to bake and I got mad at her for that. That situation (that I don't even remember) was like 6 years ago or 7, when we were like 11 or 12.

So anyway she dropped me over text and blocked me on everything 2 weeks ago over all that. Im too old for this shit man KFMDKDK

So that's the update. Honestly it was kinda underwhelming MXMDKDDK

[lilacmaze]

So remember when I told you about my best friend that dropped me? Yesterday my other best friend dropped me too. Because she's in love with me. So. What the fuck is my life.

[lilacmaze]

I made a male sim so beautiful I think something possessed me when I made him bc I have no idea how he came out like this. Truly divine intervention.

[lilacmaze]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TODAY! 🥳🥳🥳

I want to thank my amazing mutuals for always cheering me up and seeing their beautiful posts that make my day whenever i see them. ILY GUYS AND EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWS MY SHIT 💖💖💖💖💖 COULDNT DO IT WITHOUT YOU 🥰🥰

[lilacmaze]

I apologize to everyone for the person I'll become when the new expansion pack drops. I've been already cooking two storylines in my head bc of it and I'm ITCHING to do them. Just 2 more weeks then I'm back in the country and back to simming 🥳🥳🥳