If anyone wanted an update on my ex best friend situation after literally breaking down stressing over what I even could've done to her our mutual friend got an explanation. Get this:
SHE HAD PROBLEMS WITH ME FOR YEARS. YEARS. LIKE. SINCE 8 YEARS AGO. AND NEVER EVER TOLD ME ANYTHING BC "she didn't know how and was scared" (jesus christ man MFMDMDKD)
Some examples included me telling her once at a party that I feel bad mentally and wanna go home (i also told her that she shouldn't worry about me and just wanted to tell her since she's my friend. Also I've been struggling with hard depression back then and on antidepressants 🤩) and also apparently once she forgot flour for a cake we were meant to bake and I got mad at her for that. That situation (that I don't even remember) was like 6 years ago or 7, when we were like 11 or 12.
So anyway she dropped me over text and blocked me on everything 2 weeks ago over all that. Im too old for this shit man KFMDKDK
So that's the update. Honestly it was kinda underwhelming MXMDKDDK