#lilacss

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Oh godddddd why did I watch this really long video about the “disturbing films iceberg” I am so dumb. It’s the middle of the night too, shit would’ve been bad to begin with!! I’m so upset goddamn!! >:”(

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I don’t understand the complexities of how I am me and how you are you. We were build by hand, build by each other, even ourselves! All made from the same small materials, the same small hands of god. I think god is simply the personification of these building blocks that we have yet to understand. I breathe; in, out. In, out. And I am ingesting myself, and everyone around me! Every form of life. We are all so close to each other; to the point that I cannot say who we are separately. I just can’t stop these mirrors from within me. In, out. In, out.

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I’m not a person, I’m just a little cloud of vapor and I’m very tricky.

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I love plants but I’m always fuckin killin em 😔 but this time it’ll be different I swear

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Lately I’ve been in love with big ol baggy mom jeans in a vintage-like wash... and I’ve been wearing giant ass tee shirts with them n shit... sometimes I be rollin up my pants a bit n shit... we got those vans and we got those high top converse goin on... how am I even like this if I don’t own a goddamn skateboard, I’m insane. I have fake skater disorder. I might need to be put down!

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If I weren’t mentally ill the text posts I make would be soso edgy... but I am mentally ill so actually they’re profound. 😇

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Just got my first covid vaccine today! I fucking hate needles but it wasn’t that bad. Ur not supposed to look when they do it. It was kinda like, “oh I think thats it! Omg wait bandaid, when did he take it out??” So yeah. Really quick n easy! Pwease get on it, even if you yourself would probably be fine if you caught it, or whatever idk, regardless you could seriously give it to someone who could literally die, or get really sick!! It’s free I’m pretty sure, but you gotta sign up to go in. I went to walgreens.

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I really wanna like. Watch some nostalgic anime :( like is the digimon movie on Netflix or some shit?? Madoka?? I WILL be finding out shortly 😵