#lilalelle

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Its only 11 am and i just got up But im already done for the day

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Bad feeling

Am I the only One who hates sorting out? Not because I dont want to sort out but as soon as I Start I get a Bad feeling. Because at some point someone spent money on this thing, either me,my parents,my grandparents or someone spend money on it because I wanted it in that Moment. And now I dont want it anymore. But someone spend hard earned money on it and we dont have tons of it so what should I Do? Throw away money or keep it for their shake? Ugh I hate it.

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My worries-eater got some work to do

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Hey darling,

I just want to tell you how much I love you, and how happy I am to have someone like you. I'm so glad I have found someon who thinks I'm worth it to wait a year for, even tought i'm not. You make me one of the happiest persons in the world. And you make me want to be pretty and good for you, because you deserve only the best. Sometimes a text from you makes me smile forever and keeps me happy all day. And other times i can't stop crying because I miss you so much and i just want to snuggle up with you, and smell you, and just feel your warmth. I want to be able to touch you again, and feel your lips on mine. I can't wait for my flight back home because you are going to pick me up. You mean a ton too me, and words can't even describe it.

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You know, I'm really happy that that grandpa beat cancer and that 4 month after the diagnosis. But it's just makes me so said because I know HE was not so lucky and even after 2 years he was still not able to fight it. I just... still can't believe he is gone.

it doesnt seem fair to me

and i dont know who would understand how much that hurts me.

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