Hey Bee! It's been a long time since I've popped in, and that is on me! I'm popping in because I wanted to let you know something!
It's alright to be afraid of writing something new!
Never be scared to write what you like!
This has taken me Years and mean YEARS to even get to this point, but never let what you're afraid of dictate what you want to write!
Again, this has taken me many years of writing, Never let others dictate your writing! B/C if you do, your writing won't be your's anymore, and it will suffer.
Never be afraid to try new things to write about!
If you ever need a Soundboard to bounce off ideas or to just rant about a fic idea. My inbox and discord are always open! Even if I'm not online! It's still and always will be open!
~LilDevyl
hi lildevyl it's good to see you again!! I hope you've been doing well :)
thank you for the reminder, this was very sweet <3. while I wish I didn't let others dictate my writing, I've been kind of scarred by how doxx happy this fandom used to be (and sometimes still is). it's less about me being worried that some people might just not like what I want to write about, but more that I'm worried about my life being threatened because I wrote about cubitos kissing
this might seem silly that I'm so worried about this but I still have... a lot of ao3 subs. even if my stats on fics are down, there's thousands of people who still get emails for every single thing I post on main. and after witnessing multiple friends of mine be harassed and sent death threats for no good reason over the years, the paranoia and anxiety is still there.
though I am trying to push where I can! I'm very busy this december but in the new year I do plan on writing a few new ships that I think will be fine. somehow after all these years I am still interested in writing about cubitos so. hope you guys enjoy that :)
