#lilysinclair

[sebastienblackwell]

invite me, love me, quiet me, value me (seb & lily also you dont have to do all four i just love your writing bhujin xoxox)

Value Me

“I never should have involved you in this” There she sat, with her fire engine red hair and innocent eyes. A young girl in a world of glitter and flashing lights, unaware of the insatiable darkness beneath her “McDreamy’s” WASP-like facade. “You’re just a young girl, barely twenty-three. I should have let you enjoy that. But,” he bites his lip, timid yet unapologetic. “But when you looked at me, you didn’t smile because my last name was Blackwell or because they call me ‘Doctor.’ You didn’t laugh because of the zeroes in my bank account, or because there’s a skyscraper on Wall Street named after me. You just saw me. And I can’t remember the last time anyone’s wanted to see just me. Maybe I didn’t love you, but… I should have.”

@lilysinclair

[sebastienblackwell]

3, 8, 10, 12, 28, 36, 39, 41 (clearly we have no chill)

03:                what was your last thought before going to bed last night?

“How a stiff drink can’t compare to the high.”

08:                favorite song ?

“Against All Odds, by Phil Collins”

12:                is there something you would like to say to someone?

"I was drowning in this fucked up life, and you saved me before I lost my breathe. Thank you for never giving up on me.” @joaquin-salazar​

28:                why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?

"Who says I’m not?” @clairemont​ @lilysinclair​

36:                favorite color?

“Blue.”

39:                if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?

“I’d give my big sister a hug if I didn’t think she’d claw my eyes out.” @scarlett-blackwell​

“Claire... I didn’t know the last time was the last.”

41:                if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

"I think we’d all agree that I’ve got too many women on my plate as is.”

[sebastienblackwell]

7, 10, 11

07:                have you kissed anybody in the last five days?

“Just Emilie... And Regina. @emilieblackwcll @rcginasalazar

10:                is there one person you want to be with right now?

“It would have to be my wife. I’m lucky enough to get a chance at this, why would I fuck it up? Besides, I walked away from the only woman I truly loved... And the only girl who might have loved me back.” @clairemont @lilysinclair

11:                are you seriously happy with where you are in life?

"I’m a Blackwell. When you’re on top of the world, who cares what all the ‘happy’ peasants think?”

[sebastienblackwell]

to take back meeting lily and avoid being exposed or not

“I wouldn’t take anything back. We’ve had nothing but a great time. Maybe when it all blows over, we can try again.”

@lilysinclair

[emiliehearst]

                — starter delivery for @lilysinclair

Night one. She’d made it through the worst of it so far, though remnants of sorrow were clear in the flecks of her eyes. In her heart was the knowledge that the storm wasn’t over by any means. For that reason, she was grateful beyond measure for the safe place to land that Abel provided, truly unsure she could have returned to the space she and her husband shared. Occupied by all the things that reminded her of their marriage, the beautifully decorated penthouse might have felt more like a cruel punishment. Stepping out into the world for the first time since her arrival, she could practically hear her father’s voice reminding her a Hearst never coward away. “Sorry, dad.” Her return was inevitable, though not entirely closed for postponement. She needed time before facing her new reality head on, her friend’s neighborhood in Brooklyn could give her just that. Putting on a smile for familiar faces as she entered Genesis, the brunette already felt a comfort in knowing they hadn’t ever been ones to pry. However, the feeling didn’t last as her eyes met the one person she was even less prepared to see than Sebastien. “Leaving so soon, Sinclair?” With one of Abel’s guys calling out, Emilie could only hope Lily’s gaze would divert long enough for her to disappear.