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[kissdontkill13]

Home

I was lost until you found me.

Did you know that?

No matter where you are in this crazy world,

keep a piece of me with you, always.

Memorize my smile;

the one that belongs to only you.

Remember the sound of my chaotic and untamed laugh;

the one that only you can bring out in me.

And when you miss me as much as I am missing you,

close your eyes and I promise,

I will always be there, to bring you home.

~LFM

[kissdontkill13]

Denial

My heavy heart will not rest It achingly beats to the ticking of the clock The clock which continuously whispers to me That by morning, you will be gone They call this phase denial But to me, it feels more like drowning

I am sitting right next to you We are in the car and you are smiling and singing to me like you always do I can feel your eyes on me Waiting for some kind of response But I cannot curl my lips or find a single word to say Lord I wish I could, but I am numb

When it comes time for you to go I wrap my arms around your neck I breathe you in as if you are the very last breath I will ever get to take You lean into me and and your lips find mine so naturally When we finally part, I can feel the warm tears begin to stain my face I am paralyzed as I watch you walk away

Saying goodbye to you will never get easier

~LFM

[kissdontkill13]

Black Rose

You are a black rose

I plucked from a garden full of red

Sharp thorns run up and down your stem

You pricked me once and I allowed it

But this time, you will not draw a single drop of blood

One-by-one, I will slowly rip away your pedals

~LFM

[kissdontkill13]

He Weakens Me

His voice is a soft percussion instrument When he speaks, my body moves to the rhythm of his words His green eyes with the slightest tint of blue lure me towards him I can hear his heart beating And as I place my hands upon his chest My heart screams “He will make you vulnerable” But I need him I love him He weakens me

~LFM

[kissdontkill13]

The Peace in Chaos

Time stands still And I dare not move I do not want to disturb the beauty surrounding me The smell of rain on hot concrete The warm sun peaking through the clouds, delicately kissing my skin Rush hour traffic and city noise sing violently While laughter, excitement, and joy flood the air I breath A rare moment like this should be kept in a glass jar With holes poked in the lid so that it can breathe I am consumed by the beautiful chaos in which surrounds me And I have never felt more at peace

~LFM

[kissdontkill13]

Your Face

With squinted eyes I can see your face through the glass Your face is the only one that lends me comfort I smile at you and hope that you can see me My tears feel warm against my skin I stand silent in the dewy grass and early morning fog And watch my breath as it is released into the cold surrounding me

[kissdontkill13]

She is me

She is ruthless,

but her spirit is free.

She is unapologetic,

but loves with every inch of her soul.

She is terrified,

but idolizes the anticipation of uncertainty.

She.

is.

me.