#lingstory

[livestrongtonight]

.....you will always be here....

Ang funny. Like i posted that then at the same day you msg me after what? Like 4 mos ago? I responded in a different way. Im so happy na makakausap kita the its strike me all at once!

So I ended up replying like i dont want too. Cause honestly all the pain went back. All the questions in my life na bakit nangyare saatin to. Or bakit nakagawa ka ng ganon knowing that your not that kind of person. Yung sumama pa ang loob ko kasi parang hindi na dapat ako mag tanong na kamusa kayo or what, nag kikita pa ba kayo.

Alam mo yung wala kasi akong karapatan at parang babalik ako sa dati na sobrang mag isip. Basta I dunno masakit na masaya na nakausap kita pero bumalik nanaman ako sa umpisa.

And eto yung gusto ko isagot sa "kamusta" mo

[livestrongtonight]

You will always be here.

For the past 6 months Im tryin to forget what have been the best years of my existence as of now. Its like im trying that you never existed. Yiz this might be the wrong way to move but I dunno how.

I thought I already did. That Im good. But nope, I'm not. Still the love I have for you is within me. You will always be part of my life no matter how I try to remove you. Dont call me bitter its just Im trying to love myself before others.

Thank you for all the things, the memories and lessons in life you have shared to me.

Yea maybe God let me remeber you again while Im tryin not to cause it may. Naaalala mo ba eto yung buwan na nag lalandian palang tayo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.