"Cause I don't wanna be inlove with another even in another life"
I stand every day with a smile on my face as I save the citizens of Japan.
I tell myself to be strong, even though my life hasn’t been mine for a long time. I gave it up the moment I chose to protect others.
For a while, that was enough.
I lived my dream.
I became a hero,the kind who smiles through pain, who fights until the end, but even heroes get lonely.
Then I met them.
Someone who didn’t need saving, but stayed anyway.
Someone who saw through the cracks in my smile and gently held what I tried to hide.
When they were near, the weight on my shoulders felt lighter. I didn’t have to pretend. I didn’t have to be strong all the time.
They reminded me who I was.
Because of them, I could stand tall again..cause I was somebody to them… and they were everything to me.
But not all good things last.
I cherished them. I cherished us.
And like every villain does, the world found my weakness—and used it against me.
They didn’t just take my weakness.
They took my reason to keep going.
My person.My heart and soul.
Now, every day, I wake up with a weight I can’t escape.
I regret not being able to save the one person who saved me.
They were a hero too...not in the way the world sees, but in the quiet ways that matter most. They healed, they loved, they gave… not just to me, but to everyone around them.
I see them everywhere that is beautiful. In the flowers, the sunrise even the stars. They say the purest lives are cut short to relieve pain of living in an unfortunately cruel world. Yet nothing in this world compares to the purity of the love they gave me.
Yet even so… I keep going.
With the heaviest heart, I wake up every day and do what I have to do, because I have to be a hero, if not for myself for them.
