#lionsystem

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I'm having a constant tug of war between my lives inside of me I am not grounded in reality and its terrifying I've been winging it too long I know nothing

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I'm trying so hard I'm so tired I'm always so fucking tired

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I'm working really hard to hold myself together and it's getting worse every few minutes but it also is fine I guess

[lionsystem]

I'm working really hard to hold myself together and it's getting worse every few minutes but it also is fine I guess

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I guess I feel okay about being this messed up when I know you're this messed up too.

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something is wrong with me tonight

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Top surgery went well and I am recovering pretty fast!

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I'm bout to have top surgery so won't be posting for a bit