#lisa!!

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I identified as aroace when I was 11 and I was like - wait I'm gay

But I used to think that being ace = being sex repulsed and when I read the actual description. I was like nah. This can't be real.

Person who experiences little to no sexual attraction? Like thats just everyone? No one experiences sexual attraction? Thats absurd.

THATS WHY I REALIZED I WAS ACE WHEN I WAS 15 DUDE. COZ I DIDN'T KNOW SEXUAL ATTRACTION WAS A REAL THING.

Still think I'm still a leeeeetle bit aro (I've been trying to figure it out for over an year, but to no avail)

SORRY FOR THE YAP💔💔💔

EXACTLY!!!!

i simply didn't notice anything was different, to the point where i assumed i had crushes (which were actually entirely platonic). so i had no clue why everyone found it so exciting?!?! cause it's just like all other friends?!?! nope, apparently not !!

i could never tell if my repulsion was because of being young or ace, until i realised my "we're too young for relationships/inappropriate jokes" thought process was due to personal feelings, when everyone else was FINE SOMEHOW

my main confusion was me mistaking "oh they're friendly!" or "they have a nice looking face" for actual attraction. when i think i was just being appreciative (which is just UNNECESSARILY CONFUSING?!?)

(good luck figuring it out - it's such a blurred line it's so difficult, but i assumed my whole viewpoint was just "no" and went with it)

DWWW I LOVE THE YAP!!!

[drawing-hearts]

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Favorite fast food place: Popeyes! Their spicy chicken tenders *chef’s kiss*

Food asks

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Charlie :3

hahaha charlieee :DD

I've just realised how many different characters from my favourite media are called charles/charlie... dps, tpobaw, dbda, tsh haha! (there are also quite a few richards too actually..)

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I lot of people talk about the alienation that comes from being aroace spec (which I currently feel)

But for the longest time, I didn't have that feeling because I thought I was the only normal person and being allo was not a real thing.

i can understand that so deeply!! I've spent so much time assuming i was just like everyone else, with the aroace stuff and the autism, and it'll take me such a long time to get used to the truth, if i can even truly comprehend it...

i feel that quite a bit at the moment, especially as we just keep getting older and older, that soon my differences will get more obvious, and I'm terrified. i genuinely don't know how to react to that kind of realisation, so i think i just keep ignoring the obvious alloromanticism/allosexuality all around me?? I'm not sure that's a good think but oh well??

we can get through this, the aroace specs against the world!!!! it feels rubbish but we can do it! :)

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Swinging at night while listening to the Beatles

ooooohhh awesome vibesss! next time it rains i want to go outside and lie down on the floor. I've never done that, but I really think i need to.

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Aroaceness for the win 🗣🗣🗣

FOR THE WIN!!!!! we're honestly iconic, everyone should be admiring us 😌😌

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Eva I have the most boring schoolday scheduled for myself and I'm running on 2.5 hours of anxious, poor quality sleep and gay fanfiction like God intended.

ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU

ahhhh no, good luck with that!!!

I'M ALRIGHT THANKS, just woken up and about to go to the gym with my sister... i am the least athletic person i know. oops.

i am LOVING the British weather right now though, I'm so glad the temperature was over 15°C yesterday (a very rare occasion tbh)