Apr 13, 2024
Consistency
Consistency, Consistency
Why are you such a mystery
Why do you wander back and forth
From east to west, from south to north
Inconsistency, I cry to thee
Please let me and my dreams be
I try so often, each time again
But the ending is never known to men
Stabilty is what I carve
To shape my life and what I love
Tell me, gods of earth and blood,
Is what Im doing any good?
I try to focus on the goal,
But the mist ahead blurrs the treacherous hole
Im scared to fall, so, ever more
Ill rather turn than to explore
Guided by safe will-o'-the-wisps
I'll walk a new path through the mist
Ever wondering to myself:
How do I find myself?
#poetry#what is consistency#literally doesnt exist#i also dont have any self discipline#that doesnt help#just a fun little poem i wrote in like 15 minutes because#im struggling#still wondering if I should blame the divorce of my parents or if theres something else going on#you know like adhd#i dont think I have adhd#but sometimes I wonder#anyway enjoy that or not#i dont care really#would be nice tho I think#leyspoetry
