#littledepressionproblems

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The thing I hate most when someone actually commits suicide, you always gear the same thing being repeated in conversations. "How did we not notice?" Do you really want to know? You were all too busy ignoring that person, some of you went out of your way to make that person's life a misery. Don't deny it. Even if you didn't hurt them, you didn't exactly help either. All you had to do was help them up after they had been pushed down. but no, you kept on walking. But no, you were too self absorbed, wanting to soak up all of the attention yourself, you knew they were sad, but you wouldn't let anyone feel sorry for them. No, it had to be all about you. You were too busy being happy, to even acknowledge that there is a thing called depression, and it's not a phrase. It comes and goes, sometimes worse than the last. You were too busy trying to make the picture perfect family to notice that your child, sibling, parent or partner is not okay.... The reason you didn't notice was because as soon as you admit the fact that you're not okay, you are frowned upon for being weak. That only ever makes it worse. I don't want to admit that I'm not okay, you see, the people like us, we struggle. We are struggling to balance on the tightrope called life, yeah some of us trip, some of fall, some of us are still holding on. We're holding on, although we're unsure if we really want to continue. You never noticed, because you didn't pull them back up. They just need you, one person, to reassure them, that they can continue, that they can balance, that they'll make through. But no, you saw them hanging on to the tightrope, but you just kept on walking.

[actuallyalexandra]

"Be strong on your own because no one ever understands someone with depression."

[prehistoricmancunt]

im going to attempt to watch if you really knew me now because im in a mood to cry, but the sound on my cmputer is broken and my friends will get mad Dx