#liv's queue

[livlocus]

[livlocus]

cannibalism is a great metaphor for love because to take an animal apart to eat it, to open them up and gut them and then carefully cut out the exact pieces that you want is such an intimate thing

to let yourself be loved wholly and completely is such a tender thing, a thing that only those who have earned it get to have. to let you love me is the same as cutting myself open and letting you taste the most delectable bits of myself while trusting you to not take more than you need, to not destroy me

i do want your hands inside of my body but i want them squeezing my heart for me, i want them to help my diaphragm force my lungs to inflate, i want you to get twisted up in my insides—in between my stomach and pharynx and ribs. i want your fingers tangled in the nerves that help me feel, i want your lips on my jugular

i want to be the cartilage between your vertebrae, i want to be the blood that gets to bring oxygen to your brain, i want to taste it. will it taste different from my own when i bite my lips too hard? or are you so unique that even your blood will taste different from mine?

[livlocus]

okay so these pics have been coming up on my pinterest and i have an idea !!!!

like think of a jason grace x reader fic where something is happening (what that something is, idk yet) and jason protects them

i feel like jason is just like these livestock guarding dogs, so super sweet and gentle for those that he protects but when he is protecting those people he will literally the threat in two

but he isn't someone who requires dominance, he isn't someone who has to take the lead and tell people what to do, he can, he is arguably very good at it, but he doesn't have to.

he isn't protective in a dominant way, he isn't protective in the way that is obsessive or controlling, he isn't protective in a way that a tiger is over his territory

jason is subservient for the reader and his friends the same way that a dog is subservient to the herd that it's been raised to protect from threats that not only outnumber them, but also outweigh them

i have these lines in my head:

reader: "you're just so nice... you care so much?" jason: "i'm not 'nice.' i'm loyal, competent. i'm yours."

and like hey so i need to use that🧍‍♀️like help that sounded so much better in my head but like you know what i mean !!!

[livlocus]

i am so enthralled by the comparison of love/romance/devotion/obsession to rotting/cannibalism/decaying/parasitism/parasitoidism

like ys pls love = body horror

hannibal lecter and will graham were so right about that

[livlocus]

an angel died when tom welling got veneers

[livlocus]

tim drake in those tiny slutty little glasses…

[livlocus]

the pain i swallow and thought was gone has been stuck in my throat for so long i must be doing it wrong

[livlocus]

somebody give me a fmc with a BIG NOSE !!!! a big ol’ nose pls i beg no more little up turned button noses give me a strong aquiline nose that they compare to a hawks beak with a bump plsss i beg !!!