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I have got to stop clicking on filtered posts (constant) or opening blocked accounts (rare). Pal, why are you being a jerk to yourself? You are not an optimist. You’re a realist. The house always wins. Past you was kind to present you and present you is being right irritating
I know it’s June, that it feels like every day is passing too quickly. But you’re not wasting time. A year is 12 months. It doesn't have to start in January. It can start whenever you want. It can start June 2. Tonight could be New Year's Eve. Time is a construct. An unfinished or unfulfilled goal, project, dream is just another reason to need tomorrow. An empty list of “things I need to do” is like the horizon: it doesn’t exist. Being alive means the possibility of tomorrow.
Any moment can be a start. Can be an end Did you have fun? Did you laugh? Cry? Get so excited you thought you'd combust? Did you finally let something go? Did you learn you can still live without something you thought you couldn’t? Did you keep going? Every day? Even on the hard days? The long days? The days you really didn't want to? The days where everything irritated you, even yourself? Even if all you did was breathe? Push blood around? Did you eat something delicious? See a sunset? Witness compassion? Did you survive the winter? The summer?
Even if you don't get through every—any—goal you set, you're alive. You're alive you're alive you're alive.
And that’s never a waste.
Kick-ass performance review. Then my boss told me to go home early. Well, she said she’d be telling everyone they could leave early but I could “leave whenever because you never do” (because she tells me too late for the bus schedule so then I have to wait 30 mins). I thanked her and said I will. “You can go now.” “It’s…it’s not even 2??” “Yeah that’s fine.” “Yeahh imma go finish the thing I’ve been putting off for months” Then she bought me an iced peach tea. Then I worked on the puzzle for 15. And then left. And it’s a long weekend. Aaand it’s so warm outside. Aaaaand I’m getting pizza for dinner 💃🏽🕺💃🏽
I don’t want to be at work anymore. I want to be at home under a blanket reading while it rains and then I want to fight word with my bare hands trying to print a “book” but no.
I’ve had to plug in my space heater at work.
Something I haven’t had to do since September.
It is May.
The air conditioning has not been turned on yet.
Arthritic catch-22: I need to stand up because my bones are sore from sitting and staying still but if I stand I have to put down the blanket and the cold makes my bones ache
Blah I have got to stop eating chocolate or candy as an afternoon treat for being at work and not because of “health” or some nonsense but because my no-longer-teenage body that is also down a gallbladder does not know what to do with things that aren’t vegetables or bread
Okay yay bed!! I was falling asleep at like 3 pm today Except I’ve only just gotten warm after being cold literally since I got out of bed. And now I’m gonna get cold from couch to bed :(
