#livemotivation

[faridhosen]

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[zoesanxiouslife]

Overusing “okay”

I’m not doing much today. Watching “Peaky blinders” and listening to Baekhyun’s and Suzy’s “dream” and honestly, with all my love for both of them, I dont like it. It’s boring in so many ways. But that’s off the topic.

I wanted to write a short note about overusing “I’m okay” “Yes, i’m fine” “It’s all good” Frankly, I’m the worst one to teach you how to express your feelings because personally I never say what’s on my mind, what i want or think if it comes to relations, mental health, moods and all kinds of “mental stuff”. But I’ve noticed that whenever somebody asks me “Hi how are you?” I always, meticulously respond “I’m okay” since for almost half of a year I’m not. I haven’t been “fine” for a fuckin long time. But am I sayin it out loud? Fuck no. This is something that i’m afraid of. Saying what i feel, how I feel, what i think and how i really am in general. I don’t like people who complain and even more i would hate being one of them. So I don’t complain, i don’t talk about “serious” things, few months back i wasn’t talking at all, now I’m able to carry on small talk but as soon as it hits some important, mental topics- I cut shit off. And I cant help it. If you ar doing the same you probably relate to me. We can’t control it. 

Doing things and doing things on purpose are very different.  I never wanted to became “socialy akward”, feeling constant scare of future and what other people think about me. I truly haven’t. But is it an excuse of lying to everybody around you? No, it is not. 

I know it will be hard, trust me i do. But if I could start talking and opening to people once again you can do it as well. I’m not asking you to start saying about all the feelings that you feel just try to talk about little things. Then step by step we will be able to go to “deeper topics”. I’m not in that place yet and i don’t know when i will get to it. All we have is hope and the courage to practise our social abilities. Let’s just stick to them and do not let them go.

Love, Zoe