#liz does things

[kiinghanalister]

why is everyone talking about eddie ‘conceding’ or ‘believing’ buck yall he was so totally doing reverse psychology

they were both hardcore being fake as hell to each other

[simplysharky]

Omg is it sending random asks to Liz time?

Well I just learnt you can’t swallow water while walking around with your eyes closed!

…

ur gonna make me look like a fool in front of my roommate.

but im gonna try it.

theres no way thats true.

brb im gonna try it now

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LIAR YOU CAN TOO SWALLOW WATER WHILE WALKIN AROUND W UR EYES CLOSED.

also im legally changing my name to liz now cuz of u i love that.

z is such a powerful letter

[whats-up-kiddos]

[kiinghanalister]

Me reading everlark fanfic at 15 years old:

Me reading everlark fanfic at 27 years old:

[kiinghanalister]

watching perks of the wallflower for the first time and damn i thought i would be old enough now not to be affected as much but i'm already crying within 15 minutes

[kiinghanalister]

gotta say it; but it might piss people off but whatever

i think a reason i get so annoyed about fanon takes for buck is that when i watch the show i resonate so much with his character. He is incredibly relatable character and we’ve seen him grow so much since s1.

The place where I resonate with him the most is his relationship with kids and his friendships. I’m single, almost 30, I love my nieces and nephews. My dearest friend is someone I met through work - we bonded so much that I’m the person she trusts the most with her kids besides her husband. I live several hours away now but I’m still the emergency contact for all the kids. I’ve been placed on wills to be the guardian in the worst case scenario in the event of the worst. I’m listed as other’s medical POA’s. I’ve been given medical information and confidential info of others so I know where to find their stuff if needed.

I’m single, almost 30, and I’m the person people can rely on and can put that heavy trust in. I’m treated as a part of the family unit for my friends. I’m there for the gritty fights and anxiety, just like they are for me.

But I still feel like I don’t have my own person. I don’t have my own family that is just mine, I’m apart of theirs but I’m still separate. Because at the end of the day I go home alone.

Buck is a perfect representation of this part of my life and my own insecurities and wants I see reflected in his storylines and his own character. He’s searched for so long for where he belongs, he yearns for his own family (from the many failed relationships and just how he interacts with kids), he loves his family and friends deeply and I get all of that.

Yeah there’s fanon for romantic relationships and whatever, at the end of the day though Buck’s relationships on the show are still realistic to deep friendship and family. It’s a perspective we rarely see on television now days and it’s something that I appreciate because I can see myself in him and not feel so alone or helpless

i really liked this episode

[kiinghanalister]

Going on a girls trip with my friend and her other friends and my friend just dropped me with ‘i have a conference in spain in march, hotels paid for, if you want to come along’

so guys sounds like im going to spain 😅

[kiinghanalister]

reading fics and thinking about last week’s episode still. life is good