#lizarant

[reddosuzume]

I've missed so much

It's been a year since I watched a full series of anime. I got into more of my korean dramas because of me not watching anime. LOL! The many feels for not watching anime for almost a year ;__;

[reddosuzume]

I survived first week of college

And so far so good lol and for the first time in my life...I actually enjoying doing my math homework. Maybe because my homework is done online and it would tell me if my answers are wrong and it actually helps what i did wrong. 

Everyone is still at that awkward stage :[ Oh well, they'll lighten up soon enough since everyone doesn't know each other yet. But to tell you the truth, it still feels like high school because the teaching is the same concept and stuff. Maybe because the bell doesn't ring x3 

Let's see how it goes in the next two years of community college and then transfer to a University. Either West Oahu or Manoa. I'll find out what has the major that I want.

[reddosuzume]

Guys who cry for their girlfriend is cute

The title tells all :O Okay, I think it was Tuesday. Me and my boyfriend had a fight because of me being jealous lol I so baka :C

Anyways, we were angrily texting each other and we were discussing how I don't really express myself well regardless. And he told me it's alright to express my feelings even if he gets mad or sad. We're boyfriend and girlfriend so we should tell each other everything. 

I was touched that while we were sending mad txts that he considers us the bestest friends. I mean all couples who has been in a relationship for a very long time should be consider their best friends. IT'S LIKE A LAW!! lol

But after awhile that I've calm down, he hasnt calm down so I felt bad and had to asked my brother's girlfriend to do me a favor and drive me there. I txted my bf that im coming over and he didnt like it. But i rushed over there anyway :P

So i was dropped off, and i believe my boyfriend heard the car. And rushed towards  me, lol but before actually seeing him..i was lost and looking for him in his house LOLOLOL xD but on the side of the house we finally saw each other. We slowly walked to each other.

He tried to hug me but i twitch and kind of pushed him off a little. But then, I hugged him back anyway. He whispered in my ear saying,

"Don't you ever do that to me again!"

Surprisingly he was crying and I felt really touched because i never really seen him cry before for me. He was crying so much, really hard. We were hugging each other and I told him everything how I felt and he was telling me that 

"There's a chance of you losing ants than losing a girl"

I finally realized that my boyfriend only wants me and only me and not any other girl because I make him feel like the most important person in the world. I may get jealous but he doesnt look at any other girl that way. Because i believe he told me he was madly in love with me before. We worked things out and we're all good, that was the fastest make up fight we ever had lol But I'm glad we told each other everything. We told each other our feelings and how much we need each other.

Two days later i asked him why was he crying....

He responded saying...

"Because you made me feel that way....wanting to kill yourself...and i can't really imagine you dying."

That's the most sweetest shit ever!!~~ 

And that my friend is a committed serious relationship. THE END!!

[reddosuzume]

Friend send me a video and this shit it true

You can text who you want to text but if it bothers the person you're with then you shouldn't be doing that shit. You shouldn't be doing that shit period if you're in a relationship.Now if you're just dating or fucking then you can do whatever you want. They are talking about being in a relationship and it's true that if the other person wants to fight you on it, it's because they have something to hide or trying to manipulate you into feeling like you're controlling or the bad guy.

[reddosuzume]

You've lost respect towards your old friends

I've recently been told you've chosen your boyfriend's friends over your own homies. STUPID MOVE! 

You just wanna look cool in front of others don't you?? >_> If I had a decision between my love and my friends. It be definitely be my friends. And since im in college now and my friends also, they are also busy. If they invite me to go hang out, i would take that offer.

I don't go on bothering my boyfriend's friends sheeettt! Your one fucked up friend that you chose over somebody else. 

Your friends already dislike you because you've chosen some other people over them. 

Now your old friends dont even want to talk to you or even hang out with you anymore bcuz you've made your decision. 

[reddosuzume]

I'm ready for ya college :] The most exciting part of college is meeting new people and that I have some sort of free time C:

[reddosuzume]

ew

oh gawd! the generation is getting more ew....

I'm talking about my old high school. i saw a bunch of freshmens a.k.a class of 2016 and oh gawd! I never thought that 13-14 year olds could be dressing like that. I feel so old fashion but i like it :3 I'm not called a slut .__. 

One of my friends asked this girl what grade she was and she was also freshmen. And the freshie girl made a disgusted look on him and snobbed him. Which was uncalled for...truthfully, our generation which is like the mid 90s kids and above, people are getting more pregnant. So we started off it somehow .__.

But you know what i grew up with fucken gameboys not IPADS and shizz, this generation is lucky to grow up with faster technology and what not. I kinda hate it with all my heart. 

I wanna raise my kid to what i gotten, i'll show 'em pokemon and dragonball z too!! D:<

FUCK THE NEW DISNEY!! it's not the same anymore because everything is gone, once spongebob is gone. Television as we know it is totally gone :C But sometimes spongebob irratates me xD

Hopefully we will live in a generation that'll actually not be fully corrupted because we still have sain people here.