#lizard problems

[idacreature]

having a lizard in your room is so awkward because

like

im just being JUDGED

ALL THE TIME

HE IS CLEARLY SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT IM DOING AND IS JUDGING ME FOR IT

[fhannehii]

I have a problem

Also I am not hating here,if you're a believer,that's okay,Im just confused and lost.

I was raised in a christian/catholic househoold,they told me to believe in God,that it is good,it can do anything,it loves anyone no matter what.

But when I got older my perspective changed,because wdym God would not love you if you're an lgbt person,atheist,diffrient race,or having diffrient opinions? Why it lets bad things happen,why it doesn't do anything if you're praying?

Why when I don't believe in God,im gonna go to hell,why I'll be suffering if im not gonna love God? Why?

Why people keep telling me: "Pray will help" when no matter how much I will be praying,it ends up with suffering?

Why if I don't get married,have kids,will be an obiedent wife/woman I'll be suffering? Because I have diffrient dreams?

Why I was raised in a religion,who threatness me with going to hell when I'll do something diffrient? Why raising me in fear that if I'll be diffrient im going to suffer? If this is a religion of love and peace,why there's so much hate,fear,threat? Why in catholic school they beat children for making mistakes? Why is that? Is that what God wants? Us to fear it?

I don't know anymore,as much as I'm telling myself that i am a believer,I feel like im lying to myself more and I hate it,I can't bring myself to go to church and pray,go to the events,I feel forced,its not even laziness,I just don't want to go there.

On the other hand I feel like I could go there anytime when I feel the need to go and pray,stay for a while,but I don't understand why I don't want to go every sunday,I don't understand myself anymore.

[kikyo-mihata]

[fhannehii]

That feeling when you know you aren't prepared for tomorrow but still too lazy to actually get things done and go to sleep so you start to prepare after midnight when everyone is already asleep

[bluelizardlives]

Blue Lizard has a conundrum: Should he eat this breakfast sandwich, or curl up on top, pretending the bun is a nice, warm rock?

[duck-tan]

A lizard just came into my room, looked around, climbed the bed, moved across it to the wall and somehow dived into the gap what do i do

[honoraryastronaut]

we bought like 12 small/medium crickets for my lizard so she has more to catch and so they don't chirp but she's stupid and hasn't caught them all so there's five fully grown crickets left in there chirping at each other and I'm ready to hand feed them to her

[milessperhourr]

I am a terrible lizard mom, I ran out of worms and missed the new shipment 🤦🏻‍♀️ trying again today