first impression of u was when u were @fluvii! you seemed so well read, confident, and eloquent and you had really good f*ndom takes so i was SOOO intimidated when i found out we were going to the same college after following u for like a year. i wrote in my journal after we met irl that you were one of the kindest people i'd ever met and i wanted to get closer to u! even before we were close to dating i always got super flustered when you complimented me... like "oh my god shes noticing me!!!!"
AVA THIS IS SO CUTE?! i love you so much you’re so funny and sweet!!! i absolutely was convinced you didn’t have any particular impression of me or thoughts on me for a while. i think my first impression of you was when you like made a homestuck joke in the college group chat over the summer and i was like “okay this is either one of my enemies or someone who understands the post-fandom experience.” when you mentioned following me i remember going through the six stages of grief? i think i absolutely freaked out to the kayak about it. and then i saw you in my orientation group and i was like SO relieved to see someone i knew of (especially someone that i knew of that was gay and cute! hee hee)
