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Fanfic besties 👯‍♀️ first time talking face to face!😊 @lizwontcry

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Number 30 on the kiss prompt list, Walt/Jesse 😍

30 - kiss under a full moon. thank you!

kiss prompt list // read it on ao3

Jesse wasn't quite sure why they hadn't made it public among their circle yet, but he wasn't complaining.

As soon as they had started sleeping together, Walt had told him to not tell any of his little friends, and he adhered by that, as much as he wanted to joke that it was in fact not female attention that he was getting every time he went and talked to Badger with a hickey right up his neck. He wanted to shout it to the four winds, but if their dynamic stayed as business partners to the criminal underworld, as mismatched as they looked, he could stand that. He could take that.

The world was quiet and cold at night. It was odd, to be plunged into the darkness of winter in the desert, but Jesse was born prepared with his hoodies—leftover from before he got top surgery, but still too comfortable to get rid of. I still don't know how you don't get heat stroke during summer, Walt had told him, and he had smiled mischievously before kissing him.

And now they were there, in the RV, where everything had started. It was only there that he first spoke up about the clear tension between the two of them. If Walt already knew he was into men or had a sexuality crisis about the whole thing or simply somehow wrung it to be straight one way or another he didn't know (nor did he care), but now it had been months and they had gone through Hell and back together.

It was odd. The full moon shone bright on them at only seven p.m. Every day the night fell earlier.

"The moon is beautiful tonight, isn't it?" Jesse said, smiling as they got out of the RV for some fresh air, settling next to it and watching the sky. It was littered with stars in a way it wasn't in Albuquerque itself, pollution ruining the chance of stargazing. But here they could. It was too romantic for them, though, so they just looked on in silence.

"Yeah," Walt agreed. "It is."

It felt like they should be sappy there. Of course, they weren't going to, because it was neither of their styles. Walt held so much reservation about their relationship inside him Jesse worried it would kill him before the cancer could. It wasn't like telling one of his friends would get back to his psycho wife, as she was perfectly suburban and therefore had no contact with any of his crew. So then why was he so damn embarrassed?"

"You know, erm," Jesse started, managing to look at him. They held each other's gaze. "Could I—come on, Mr. White. Could I tell my friends I'm sleeping with you? I don't know why you're so embarrased, yo. It's not like going to get back to your wife. She's too perfectly suburban to hear from any of my friends." He swallowed. He had fear inside him about the true reason why Walt didn't want anyone to know. "Is it 'cuz I'm a man? Is that it? Or that I'm, you know, trans—?"

"Jesse." It was just one word, but it was enough to stop him in his tracks with the intensity in which Walt said it as he walked over to him and put a hand on his cheek. "It's not... it's not any of that. I just... worry. About what people will think. About what happens if word gets out."

He bit his tongue hard on making a joke about how his wife was already halfway to divorcing him and that finding out he was sleeping with a twinky trans man would just accelerate the process. "You're not the first old dude to fuck his much younger business partner, Mr. White," he teased.

He rolled his eyes, but there was undeniable fondness there. "I know, I know. But I'm not ashamed of being with you. Or being into men. Or into men like you."

Jesse felt loved then. He let out a quiet laugh and pulled him into a kiss.

When he pulled away, he was grinning. "So, can I tell Badger and Skinny and Combo exactly what attention I've been getting? Because, Mr. White, they've been asking about the hickeys, and I'm tired of nodding at their questions about female attention."

Walt laughed at him, but in an incredibly fond way that made his body warm. He kissed him again. "Of course, Jesse. You can tell them just how we have sex if you want."

"I'm not that much of an exhibitionist," he threw back.

Another kiss, and another, and another. The moon shone above them.

[huesos-sangrientos]

Prompt - Walt asks Jesse for a favor

Jesse sat outside enjoying the way concrete dug into his skin though his clothes. The mixture of night sky and the smell from his own cigarettes was a balm to his mind. Not uttering a word as Mr. White came out to join him, sitting next to him so that their hips and side brushed each other. It was nice.

"Jesse do you think you could do something for me?"

"What do you need Mr.White?" Jesse asked not hiding his annoyance.

"Nothing to do with the cook..I was just kinda wondering if maybe we could do that thing...."

There was a long pause as if Jesse expected Walter to explain himself at any moment.

"What thing?" Jesse finally caves, shrugging his shoulders. "You want a blow job or something Mr.White?"

"What!? No! I mean... Well if you want..."

He turns able to see Walter red in the face even with the darkness.

"You know that 'thing' ... that thing we did in the RV?"

Jesse looked him puzzled like he was trying to recall something.

"You want me to sit in your lap?"

Jesse took a final drag on his cigarette, flicking it to the ground as a head nod was the only reply he got.

Pulling his over sized pants up he moved to straddle Walter's leg's putting his weight on his knees while resting his head on his shoulder.

"Sure it's safe to be doing this out here?" Jesse voice is low and barely audible leaving goosebumps against his skin.

Walter looks straight ahead on to the street, not seeing anyone but understanding Jesse meaning as he steals a moment just to indulge in having his body close to him, soft lips touching his neck.

"I guess we should go inside..."

[bebeneuwirth]

Ship meme - Roman and Gerri 🌝

domestic slime puppy!!!! yes.

who reaches out to new neighbors - gerri

who remembers to buy healthy food - gerri

who remembers to buy junk food - ROMAN

who fixes the oven when it breaks - neither, they call somebody

who waters the plants/feeds their pet(s) - gerri

who wakes up earlier - gerri rises with the sun, roman would sleep all day if she let him

who makes the bed - gerri is used to doing it herself but roman would insist on a housekeeper

who makes the coffee - gerri (she drinks it black)

who burns breakfast - roman, he’d attempt to do something nice & fail

how do they let each other know they’re leaving the house - gerri just leaves and roman scrambles after her like a puppy with separation anxiety

how do they greet each other when one of them gets home - roman just says “hey hey” as he’s lying on the couch when gerri walks in the door after working late

who brings home little gifts like flowers/chocolates more often - roman, we all know he’s a secret softie

who picks the movie for movie night - gerri, she’s trying to broaden roman’s horizons

their favorite kind of movie to watch - gerri likes the classics, roman could care less since he spends more time watching gerri

who first suggests a pillow fort - roman

who builds the pillow fort - roman

who tries to distract the other during the movie - roman

who falls asleep first - roman, usually with his head on gerri’s lap

who is big spoon/little spoon - they don’t “do that” (but we all know roman is the little spoon)

[addictedtostorytelling]

Hi there ! Do you know any good gsr fics ? I’ve read yours (the only one I’ve ever read in the CSI fandom) and so now I have high standards, & I would blindly trust your recommendations. thanks !

hi, @clarissemcc!

thank you for your kind words! i’m so glad you enjoy my writing.

so i actually don’t get to read a lot of fanfic—unfortunately, i don’t have the time to—but i do have a short list of authors whose work i wholeheartedly recommend you check out:

@buildinggsr, whose stories you can find here.

@fixomnia-scribble​​​, whose stories you can find here.

@lizwontcry​​, whose stories you can find here. 

and faketreefinger, whose stories you can find here.

also, to self-promote a bit, i don’t know if you’ve seen ‘em, but i do have a few more stories on ao3 besides “something in you i believe in,” all of them fully complete:

“just we two against the world” (multi-chapter, canon compliant)

“the theory of everything” (one-shot, high school au)

“on the horizon, filled with light” (one-shot, sick fic)

“and argos lifts his head” (one-shot, canon compliant)

sorry i can’t offer more suggestions! i know there’s a lot more wonderful stuff out there; our fandom is very talented.

p.s., to my finale headcanon anon: i received your ask, and i’m working on a reply.

[lizwontcry]

So. Axl has short hair now. It’s fine. Everything is fine. I’m fine.

[roominthecastle]

I just wanted to say hi since I just stalked all your quality Longmire content. I’ve been following you forever I think because of GSR and now that I have fallen into the Longmire spiral, it’s kind of funny how similar the Walt/Vic slow burn was to Grissom and Sara’s story. Anyway, rock on, keep being awesome and such.

ahh thanks so much & right back at you. 100% agreed on GSR-WV. same kind of prolonged torture and rewarding conclusion. also the same “season # requirement” apparently since both reached the bedroom in S6. ;)

2 big canon ‘ships... boy are we RICH or what

[huesos-sangrientos]

Mike gives Walt advice on how to seduce Jesse 👀

Thank you so much!!!! (I just love relationship therapist!Mike)

"Do you two even know what a safeword is?"

"Pardon me?" Walter looked up from his list of supplies, adjusting his glasses, his annoyance visible to anyone within a 5 miles radius.

"I saw you two last night after the meet."

Walter froze at this, his eyes narrowing as memorys of the previous night came flooding into his mind all at once. To make a long story short Jesse on occasion would have these 'episodes'... ("shakes or withdraws", for lack of a better term, most likely induced by his drug addiction) and they had found (through much embarrassment and akawardness) that by Walter putting his hand around Jesse throat seem to ease these episodes. Though he never applied any pressure. They just kind of stood there until Jesse felt better.  And sure sometimes afterwards they'd have this prolonged contact (maybe even what some might consider an embrace by an on-looker) followed by some words of encouraging by Walter (that oddly enough always seem to make Jesse's eyes dilate into black saucers....) But there wasn't anything deviant going on like Mike was suggesting...

He was just helping Jesse and took enjoyment in directing an activity that seem to make Jesse feel safe and genuinely eased his discomfort.  Nothing more, nothing less.

"Look Mike I don't know what you think..." Walter began calmly, only to be interrupted.

"Of all the fucking ways you could be with him Walter and that's the way you choose to conduct yourself."

"Oh?" Walter rised a brow knowing full well the next words out this mouth would more than likely a start conversation that would make the devil cring, but the opportunity to pick at Mikes's brain like this would probably never present itself again....

"And just how would you suppose I should go about 'conducting myself?"

"Jesus Christ Walter, have you ever been in a relationship outside yourself ? You find out his needs, his likes, his wants...."