#lizzie bear

[shanie-the-toyaddict]

BTW, I’ve been meaning to post this for a couple of weeks now... ... You know that bit in the Firefly Funhouse skit where Rambling Rabbit got eaten. Yeah, this may seem weird to all of you but that triggered me BIIIIIIG time. I’m currently living as someone with Mental Illness who has a teddy bear as a security object. I am EXTREMELY sensitive to the notion of the destruction of plushies because it makes me think of Lizzie getting destroyed and how I would just go OFF THE FUCKING RAILS if that ever happened. So yeah, seeing the buzzard eat the rabbit was just NOT GOOD for me and I’ve been having nightmares for two weeks now that Lizzie gets eaten and I go insane and start killing people out of madness.

So yeah, I just wanted to throw that out there. Please don’t laugh at me, it’s honestly a really touchy subject with me.

[ellenandportiatruelove]

Well here it is. Watch at your own discretion. I miss Lizzie Bear already. I hope Portia's business endeavor works out and she is happy in everything that she does. We love you Portia Bear 💙

[ellenandportiatruelove]

YAY Portia is finally back on Scandal!!

[shanie-the-toyaddict]

SO

I've talked about my haunted teddy bear before. Her name is Lizzie Bear and she's a princess. (This is very important, everyone must know.)

And my friends and family ask me "how does she talk?" Well, the answer is this. She just does. Her voice rings in my brain and I translate. At least, I try to. She has her own voice and personality which, for the record, gets very weird to people who know me because her personality is NOT MINE and they get freaked out by it.

Anyway, the reason I'm saying this is because I was talking with Lizzie and Allen on the phone earlier and this happened.

Me: *sigh* Allen, I need a billion dollars. Can you help me out? Allen: Sure. Will a starter check work?

Me: I dunno, you think they'll cash it?

Allen: I don't think the bank likes rubber money. Maybe ask Lizzie.

Me: Ok. Lizzie, do you have a billion dollars you can lend me?

Lizzie: Nope.

Me: Oh. Dang.

Lizzie: I can loan you a toothpick though!

Me: Wha- ok, cool.

Lizzie: ...

Me: Do you have a toothpick?

Lizzie: No.

Me: ???

Allen: *cracks up laughing*

Me: *joins in laughing*

Lizzie: WHY IS EVERYONE LAUGHING AT ME!!??!

Me: No reason Lizzie Bear. Go to sleep.

I love my bear but sometimes I worry about her.